i'm a 14 year old guy. i live in canada and my life sucks like hell! i have acne and i never had a girlfriend and most likely never will. i told this girl i'm in love with her but she doesn't love me. she doesn't even wan't to be friends. i could tell that the only reason she talked to me is because she likes to be nice to people and she was enjoying the attention. i lied to her and said that i've had girlfriends before because i thought that women like guys that had other women before. she stopped talking to me and ever since then my grades dropped( they were quite low already becuase i'm new to canada and i'm living with my dad for the first time, adjusting to there lifstyle and weather and i can't stop crying because i miss my mom and sisters cuz i don't live with them anymore. i've tried masturbation but when i tried it i didn't know that it was frowned upon by society and that in some religions its considered a sin. masturbation is also addicting. i tried stopping and i hate doing it but i can't stop. it relieves stress. but unfortunately not enough stress. i'm scared of the dark sometimes. i cry when i'm alone. i get teased because of acne. girls don't even look at me. the other day i was at the doctors office and his assistant nusre was strapping some kinda machine thingy to me and it felt good to have a woman touch me. other than that, the closest i've ever come to a woman touching me was getting slapped infront of about 40 people beacuse i asked this girl out who already had a boyfriend(BTW i didn't know she did)another reason i hate my life is cuz i'm black. i'm not even dark looking i have fearly light skin like will smith and yet people look at me differently because of my skin colour. i bearly have friends. i only have 1 female friend. 1 FREAKING FEMALE FRIEND AND WE BEARLY TALK TO EACH OTHER NOW CUZ SHE HAS A BOYFRIEND. my dad is an asshole. he has financial issues but he buys his gf all sorts of things and when we go out all he buys me is food. i lived with him and my mom for the first 4-5 years of my life and then they got devorsed and i lived with my mom for seven years and now i live with my dad. i have no talents what so ever. i used to sing but ever since puberty hit me like a rock i can't even speak properly. i collect transformers and i've been collecting them for about 3 years no andso far i only have 14. FOURFUCKINGTEEN!!! they only cost about $15 per transformer but yet he can afford to buy me food for $30 and take me to the movies which costs about $50 bucks. I WANT TO BE SOMEBODY IN LIFE. I WANT TO HAVE A GIRLFRIEND. i know people think 14 is to young and that i have lots more time but it kills me to see guys with gf's and couples holding hands. especially when there my age | |
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Look at those guys with GFs and I don't.
Well get used to rejection because life will be full of it. Masturbation at your age is normal for the very reasons you stated.
Look at this way, any girl not interested in you is not worth your time or energy. Keep up the struggle and understand that any GF you get now will not be the one to change your Depends when you are 70. Meeting that lass will come later and carry its own set of problems.
You are a good person. Just keep up the fight. We've all been there.
The Psych Doc
Best Regards,
A guy 14 years.
many people do it, men and women, and according to your stage of development, you are doing what young people do at this stage of their lives.This is when you find your identity and discover who you are in relationship with other people. Stop trying so hard. It will happen for you, but you can't force it. The "IT" is LIFE, the normal process of life. My concern for you, is that because you really want someone "NOW", you will accept a girl who is not into you for "you" and you will do "really stupid" things to please her. Don't fall for that trick. What you fail to realize is that there will always be a girl out there for you. Don't appear desparate, but confident. As for your dad, talk to him or ask your mother to talk to him with you or for you. Pull those grades up, if you go to college, the girls will come.If you don't choose the college path, the girls will still come. It looks really bleak now because you are in middle shool or starting high school. You will be really amazed how things turn out for you. I use to run a college dorm, therefore, I have heard so many stories from young people. I wish you the best. Remember you determine your future and your success. I can assure you that if you re-think and re-focus , things will be diffent. What you haven't considered is that there may be a girl at your school who is too shy to say something to you for fear of rejection. Remember, there is no girl out there worth your future and you have to start planning for it now. Good luck to you and your successful future. P.S. Don't stop singing. PEACE!!!!!
thanks
I was a teenager not long ago and the only thing I didn't do like all my friends did was eating chocolate - and guess what, I was the only one without spots!
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lunchtime??/ TADDAA jerk offf before it's over.
2 oclock?? and you feel like taking a siesta??? DRINK SOME COFFEEE and BOOM JERK OFFF.
get home from work, RUB ONE off in the bathroom,
i watch my daily dose of tv and BOOOM, jerk off to charley sheeen and his life style. his life style i should say.
brush my teeth and sit on the toylet and take a pisss as i brush my teeth,, JERK OFF.
AND OF course i can't go to sleep without jerking offf.
wake up in the middle of the night with a boner cos i had some hot dream. RUB ONE off in the sheets,, it will dry out. i'll eventually do laundry
just woke up??? rub one off
i love my dick.
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