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i'm gonna do it.

Posted by ry at November 28, 2011
Tags: Attitude  Failure  2011 November

i think im going to kill myself. i have nothing to live for. i have no talents, no hobbies, no true interest in anything. i have no major picked out. i'm only a year and a quarter in, but failed a lot of my classes. i'm stuck living at home with my parents with a shitty job. i cant afford to move out but i dont want to be here or at school. i dont own a car. i'm transgender and no one knows i'm a guy in a girls body. my life fucking sucks. no one is supportive of me.
i have no true friends. i fake my laughter and smiles so well that everyone believes it. i cry everyday. i'm really disgusting too. i'm single and never had a real relationship...i'm 21. i'm a complete virgin. i hate my voice...

everything i want to do i fail at or quit. i cant make up my mind or stand up for myself. my family is mean to me including my brothers. no one sees my struggle...they just call me a bitch. my dad is a sexist asshole who mentally abuses me and my mom all the time.

i have no hopes or dreams. my dreams are unrealistic. i'm close to shutting down. all i do is sleep. i hate school and work and i just want to sleep forever. i have nothing to live for. at all. im invisible.


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By at 01,Jan,12 20:07

I know what you're going through. I may not be as old as you are, but i get. My dad abused me when i was little.My brother has spinabifida (spinal disease). My best freind who is the only one who listens is moving. My friends complain about their "hard lives" when really they dont understand what life is about. They have never had to struggle or fight for what they want. But i get it.Don't think that no one is listening. Trust me, there's always someone there who cares. If not, why was this website made?Be strong. Millions of people oare on your side.

By anonymous at 02,Jan,12 01:31

Try starting fresh. Move to a new state and get a job introduce yourself as a guy not a transgender and leave you're past behind

By anonymous at 03,Jan,12 03:04

Don't do it. Life gets better...

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