OK, first of all whats the point in life...A=Nothing, Have some self awareness people, we are nothing except the dumb inhabitants of this planet thats slowly falling to pieces, pinch yourself now...go on do it...whats that? pain, transmitted by the nervous system to the brain...ya see thats all we are just abit of organs in abit of tissue made to believe where something big or we was put here for some reason, but yaknow what where NOT! My life sucks ass so much that i just want to die, commit suicide, its some serious shit people, would an animal commit suicide? no because they are not under all this stress that we go through in modern society, me being as i am, with severe anxiety disorder, cant get through my day without fearing something or building up tension, ok...ok...listen up, my mom died when i was 12? sad eh? she was in the same room as me...i heard a massive gargling sound and turned on the light, there she was stone cold, probably dead...you actually dont know how that feels until youv gone through it, the tension in your body...jesus...its...electrifying. i felt like i was ready to beat the shit outta anyone that got in my way, enough of that...we went to the hospital, the nurse said "im sorry but a mam has passed away this evening" she said it like it was nothing...honestly i felt like slappin that bitch up...anyway after that..LIFE F*****...my anxiety went sky high, i have since dropped out of school, now get home tutored because of my problems, iv sent death threats to people, iv become a monster, man you dont actually know how shit my life is now, and how could i blame it on my mom dieing? i mean wtf am i meant to do. ill probably end up commiting suicide or summat...how the hell i ended up like this is all why life sucks.