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A want to die :(

Posted by Catherine M. at December 9, 2011
Tags: 2011 December  Juvenile problems

My name is Catherine am only 15 a hate my life so much a have been felling really depressed for a while now and a have been having thoughts of killing myself all the time a don't know what to do a cant talk to my mum and a don't talk to my dad the only person a can talk to is my friend but she doesn't know what a should do a know there is ill people out there that dosint want to die and a want to kill myself but a really would take there place all a think about evrey day is killing myself a dont know why a want to kill myself . it started when a went to the high school a think am fat and ugly even no people say am not a still think that a dont like eating in front of people in case they call me fat or something the only reason a haven't killed myself yet is because of my family but a really don't want to hurt them but a cant handle my life anymore.


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By at 12,Jan,12 00:19

Honey, that sounds like my high school experience. First off, quit that negative thinking. Fifteen is a shitty age- especially for us girls. I bet your not too bad looking either.

The best thing you can do to raise your self-esteem is make all that nasty fat dissapear, buy some nice clothes, and learn about the beauty of proper makeup. You will feel like hot shit, I promise you.

I used to feel like you. So you know what I did? I realized I wasn't gonna wake up one day sixty pounds lighter with a killer bod and beautiful complexion and changed the way I lived. So now every morning one hour of cardio, shower, exfoliate, and get a good cleanser and use a brush like the clarasonic mia, apply moisturizer EVERYWHERE, some leave in conditioner to your damp hair, apply make up (if your in a rush just slap on some foundation, fill in those eyebrows, and use lipgloss). Then for breakfast eat ONE slice of toast with ONE packet of oatmeal. take your own food for the day. No carbs, no fat. Fruits, veggies, chicken, and a daily vitamin. Hit the books so you can get a high paying job one day that will allow you to afford the things a woman needs to stay sexy like name brand make up and designer apparel and spa visits. Once I'm home for the day and put my kid to bed forty five minutes of strength and abdominal exercises then do the same shower routine. Wake up and do it all over again.

By doing what I did I changed my life. I'm no longer the fat, ugly girl with low self esteem. No one can change your life. You have to work for it.


By anonymous at 12,Jan,12 19:18

If you need somebody to talk to then I will be here for you. I am old.


By anonymous at 12,Jan,12 20:44

hey im depressed as well and kinda going thru the same shit as you im 15 too seems we got alot in common:)
email me? i kinda wana talk to someone that understands me and hopefully we can get out of this bull shit
cant_dance@live.com


By anonymous at 17,Dec,12 07:20

catherine m. my dear first figure out where words go and don't go.


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