I doubt my story has much meaning or importance, but making a note of it just makes me feel less sad on the inside. Like most saps who post on this venting site, I'm a fat, bald and argueably egotistical person. I try to be nice to people but I lack sensitivity in most situations. I'm 25 years old with no job and living at home. My ideal job lies in the hands of an unreliable friend and I've just recently gotten lazier. The idea of living on my own once I leave sorta worries me but I take this careless approach to it. I had a seizure once after 3 days of working straight under bad conditions and before all this happened... I used to be a sensible and simply a nice guy who said yes to everyone without caring about myself or taking care of myself. When I awoke from this seizure it was weird to say but it felt good. At that brief moment it felt like life surged in me and only I existed and mattered. Now being drunk is not helping me but, I'm too proud to simply go through life unnoticed. I want to make changes as I see fit in this world. If your reading this and thinking wtf fk this loser... Idont blame you cause imm just mumbling and slowly falling asleep. I want you all to know you can go fk yourselves and good night. Fml im gonna go to sleep now | |
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