i keep telling my self life will get better and tomorrow is is another day, but it's not.
I 'm a international student in Canada, but i hate here, i have everything here. Everyone, when i wake up and persuade myself today will change , but it never happened. I have friends, the teachers are nice. However,I just find out when i really need someone when i'm depressed, there's no one. It's like you still feel so lonely every moment no matter what are u doing or how many friends around you. the truth is that People only care about themselves rather than others, everyone human-being is selfish. I hate here, i wanna go back home!!!!! | |
You will have to deal with people like this all your life that doesn't mean that you should go back to your parents, to the safety of your home.
It was also hard for me when i was at the college but i found other ways to entertain myself like dancing, exercising at home, studying i became one of the best students at the university e.t.c.
you may feel that you need someone but the truth may be that you need only yourself, love yourself and don't let simple thing to bring you down.
Of course you can always see a psychologist if you think you can't handle this.
You could find motivation and in this way to decrease feeling depressed, maybe try to find out something you really love , learn a new instrument e.t.c. you can try this even at home, there are a lot of free videos on the internet with anything.
after all you are there to study not to make friends (it is good to have friends everywhere but this isn't your first goal anyway) so focuse on your studies..
you have so many many choices.. i really don't see why to leave everything.. i wish i was in your shoes.. i miss these years..
and don't worry about friends,m i'm sure you will find some real ones out there, just keep your eyes open, in a world so full of life it's up to us if we are lonely.
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