Where to start? I have been sad for so long now i don't even remember when it started. Ive always had an extremely low self esteem and low self worth. I haven't had many friends in life, because im so damn shy. I feel like if i made friends, they wouldn't want to be mine. I do not have a great relationship with my family. They think i am a waste of space and worthless. I went to college, failed, and am currently going to a community college where i am hardly doing well enough! i have no one to really talk to about my depression. Im fat, never had a boyfriend, and probably never will. I wish i could let go of life but im to whimpy for that. sometimes i wish it would just be taken from me. When ever i hear a murder case, i feel sad, and wish i could be in their position. THey probably led good lives with family and friends who would miss them. I don't really have much to live for. Infact i feel like i AM a waste of life in this world. I don't know what to do to make it better. is it worth trying? | |
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You need to be selfish and focus on yourself. Start doing positive things for you and NO ONE else. Get to know who you are.. what you like about yourself and what you don't like and change it! If you do i promise things will get better.
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