I just lost my car. I can't fine employment. And, I am about to lose the roof over my head. I want to die. I have no one in my life. I've always been alone. Never had a true friend a never had a love in my life. Th e only time I had sex was from the ages of 5-11 when I was raped by someone very close to me. I'm now 27 and never had a boyfriend because I'm scared of men but I'm not sexually attracted to women to be a lesbian. I'm a hermit and a loner who is about to be homeless. I never wanted this for my life. Am I god's sick joke? I always hear on tv about others helping people, I just wish someone would help me. | |
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Sounds like you need men and money. You are scared of men, so you can earn money the quick way with your woman body. Of course you may think that quickway is not your way, but when people are desperate, they would do anything to safe them-selve.
You need a job, and need one that only require one person to do, otherwise you will suck at the job for working with others. Of course, you can always learn to work with others before getting a job. Start playing team sport is a good way, go to a church and volunteer is a good way and find a group hobby is a good way too. However you are running out of money, so you really dont have time to make your-self more sociable or a people person. In you case is better to focus on finding a job that requires one to work by her-self or in a small team.
To conquer your fear over men, you just need to have your reasoning to overcome fear by telling your-self that you got raped because your were unlucky and there are better men out there everywhere. Also there the act of mating is actually pleasuable when you give in to someone who knows what he is doing. Your body cant be hurt by having safe sex with a ttrusted man you know, the fear is only in your heart, and it takes you reasoning to overcome it. By the way, if you are a nun then you can lead a menless life just fine.
However it is my shame if you actually go down with this path as I do not like to see others to give up on life by hiding behind religion and medieval tradition. If there is really a god that has created all, then IT must wants you to make better used of your-self for as long as you breath and walk.
I am so fucking appalled that I am nauseated. You are one sick mother fucker! Let me tell you something, when a person is down that low, there isn't a whole lot they can do for themselves. They DO need help. THE RIGHT KIND OF HELP!!!
Omg you are so evil I wish I could crawl through cyberspace and choke you to death. You are a Worthless piece of shit excuse for a human being.
You see, if she listened to me, she may mange to cure her-self, you never know. Is like if she did it, then she has no more fear, and when she has got a hand of it, she will know that it is just human nature. Plus money comes.
The Darkknight conquers his fear by becoming his fear, who doesn't watch hollywood. Right kind of help? I know you don't like it, and you even want to kill for your dislike. You may be more worthless than I am.
Human being? The entire human being is screw up; most people don't have food and running water on planet earth. You and all the people you ever know only live with and for their way of life, and that sums human being in almost the perfect sense - selfish, heartless, greedy, pride, arrogant, ignorant and bloodthirsty like meat eaters and firearms. Do you still think I am a Worthless piece of shit excuse? May be I am just abit more than that.
Hey...all who have been raped...why don't you lay naked on a street corner with your legs spread and let anyone and everyone in the fucking wold rape you again? Wow that sounds like real therapy there dude. You should hang yourself. This world needs less sadistic mother fuckers like you in it.
That is not bottom of society, that job is the game changer of society. I have seen many young women who pay off their first home before 27 for doing that.
Go use that gamechanger in a legal place women!! Is good for you, if you know how to protect your-self in it while saving money. Good worker and old customers who come for your loving regularly is the key.
That is the way I see it, I know they don't, and I am telling others they can. As supported by gender equality, and money as an invention. Also that if you put the word moron and typical together in the same critics, then you are just saying what typical is moronic in your view. That in it-self is no a well reasoned critics.
I can't help what you find disgusting or not disgusting. However I will say that I have only lived as a male with my consciousness and have no shame at all in being typical. Go, hate the typical standard of human race, that is your choice.
I sincerely do not enjoy causing physical pain on others.
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