I recently turned 17.I'm a girl, but I dream I were a boy. I'm a grade year behind, and currently doing horrid in school, though I used to be the smartest kid. I've tried to kill myself about ten times now..regret NOT dying. I'm addicted to Advil and Tylenol, I take about 15 every night. I have literally no friends, my parents barely notice me. I have a shitty job, where I'm hardly making minimum wage, just a quarter more. I don't have a license, because I am a "Safety Hazard", so I can't just get up and leave. I live in Texas, but hate it. I want so badly to just pick up things and leave. I've been searching for a new job, but no one wants me. I have no clue where I'm going in life. My life is like a really bad, depressing movie. They say once you hit rock bottom, all you can do is go up. But, what if you keep hitting rock bottom? | |
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