I never tought i would feel what ever i am feeeling right now towards this girl i love so much, she was everything i had after my parents got divorce. Later on we broke up and it felt like i lost my life my reason to wake up every morning and go see that beautiful smile, no girl could make me feel as special as she does. I was stupid and acted like a jerk and i guess you don't really know what you got till its gone, not one more look from her, like our love randomly dissapeared. After that my older sister that i love as well got cancer, everything is so fucked up! Even writing on this site makes it even more fucked up! I just hope everything gets back to the way things used to be because this new chapter in my life is cold, depressing, dissapointing....
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