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yes my life sucks

Posted by Noone at April 17, 2010
Tags: 2010 April  Relationship

Let me start by saying I am blessed with two precious kids that I love so deeply. At school growing up I was the popular one I had many friends and enjoyed my life. After school I fell pregnant to a man I have known forever..we married although he had cheated on me 4 wks prior because I didnt want to be alone with a child at such a young age. He drank and abused me verbally threatened to kill himself on so many occasions and told me I had ruined his life. I forgave him for this and yes I had another child with him and he cheated again 2 years ago. When I forgave him yet again he promised he would change his ways and he did up until now. Because I dont trust him he tells me he can not do this anymore and needs to be able to live his life and find happiness. I gave up my life for him I gave up my dreams my career and my chance of a new life because of his empty promise's of a better life with my family. He is a great dad when he is around the kids adore him which is the reason I have been so very stupid for so long. My life sucks because I chose to take this path and I hate myself for wasting the last 10 years of my life- I can not bear to be alone instead I wanted to be unhappy in a marriage built on lies and verbal abuse. I just want scream I am that angry with myself and my pathetic excuses..


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By anonymous at 17,Apr,10 20:37

Look sweetheart, you cannot change the past, but you can change the future. Forget about the mistakes you made and start changing your life so that you will enjoy it. I grew up in a situation like yours. Your kids are paying for your poor marriage, they know what is going on. Time to make the tough decisions that can change your life. Time to stop making excuses and do what you must. Make yourself happy, and your kids happy, by getting a divorce. Your husband is a liar and he disrespects you by cheating. If he truly cared for and respected you, he would not cheat. Tough it out and improve your life NOW! My mother went through this and she is still married to my lying, cheating, abusing father. They have been married for over 55 years. She has alzheimers now and she is finally happy because she has forgotten everything. How sad is that really? You deserve better, your kids deserve better. Figure out how you can move on. BTW, I am a man! And I would never cheat because I love my spouse more than life.


By anonymous at 19,Apr,10 18:05

Sounds like a job for 'Maury', get your husband to go on there and take a lie detector test for cheating. Maybe also tell him that the kids aren't his and have him get a DNA test, just to fuck with his head. Then divorce him for infidelity and take the kids, you'll collect child support. You win and we get entertainment.


By anonymous at 19,Apr,10 22:41

sorry bout that...
remember 1 thing:
it's never too late to do anything u want do
u own ur life... u can do pretty much whatever u wanna do
so... just try 2 be happy
u will find a decent guy 2 take care of ur children
but u need 2 get a divorce as soon as u can...
ur husband's a piece of shit


By anonymous at 30,Aug,10 10:38

Hey, your life sounds so shitty that it seems to me that dude did you the BIGGEST favor in the entire world by leaving you. Doesn't matter if you still "want him" or whatever. He obviously doesn't want to be with you. He's doing the right thing by leaving you - not because you're bad or mean or whatever (I don't know you, so I can't say one way or the other). I say it's a good thing because you obviously wouldn't have left him, and he DEFINITELY sounds like a complete scumbag loser. Therefore, the best thing that could have happened to you is that the scumbag loser left . . . and, well, that's exactly what happened. Good. :) That's a good thing. Granted you have no idea what to do with yourself now. Hopefully you'll figure out soon enough that living your life without him is much better than living your life WITH him and him being all fucked up, etc.

Good that he left you.

Here's to hoping you will eventually realize how much of a blessing this was.


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