The light at the end of the tunnel that was there is fading again, never having got close enough to be bright.
Life sucks ass! I moved from one state to another in the hope of life sucking less, didn't happen.
Got here and had to fill out background checks for every family member for every place, that's $120-160 each house (keep this in mind when moving people!). Yes, this includes children under 18 wtf?
We have bad credit due to credit cards that we filed bankruptcy on 7 years ago. What the damn report DOES NOT say is that for the last 12 years I lived in the same house and went thru 2 owners never missing a payment or being late! Since I have no credit cards now (nor will I ever cuz they suck) that harms us too.
Moving to a new area what does one need to do first? Find a job and a home, correct? Any idea how hard that is? We had money to get into a place AND pay 2 months rent in advance so we could find jobs. Most people said no way, gotta have a job. We found a place and had to pay $6000 to get in, yes SIX THOUSAND! That number does not include utility hook ups etc. Of course that only meant one extra month of rent.
This house is nice, it's roomy, better than any place I've ever been in and I can't "live" in it. Why? The rules OMFG!! Forget eating in front of the TV, one might drop something on the floor and the payment to clean the carpet is high. ALL holes from putting up a picture, poster etc have to be filled so it looks like it's brand new. Walls have to sparkle. No loud noise, no barking, no fighting, no loud music, keep the grass low, does that car outside run? Yes, he drives by our place and checks! When moving from here I have to pay for the carpets to be cleaned, the chimney cleaned and the place fumigated (we have dogs) all by places that the landlord chooses. Even if they cost more! I'm in a 1 year lease which sux balls.
This wouldn't of been much of a problem if the job offerings were better. I have worked since I was 16, I'm now 41. In the last 15 years I have held 2 full time jobs. All that is available up here is part time at minimum wage, and part time can be 5 hours a week. Does this cover my rent which btw is $1150 a month? Nope! Yet these same employers want you to work 110% yet pay you peanuts and want you to smile. Where's the KY?
I filled out so many applications and submitted so many resumes. More than I have in my entire life! I went to college and studied Culinary Arts. Guess where I got a job? At a well known pizza chain. It's a job. It sux. My boss doesn't know his ass from a hole in the ground. Yet again isn't that the norm any more? Stupid bosses, or those in management who have no clue yet they are in charge. We who really work and DO know it, get screwed!
Every day I wonder which utility will cut us off. Water, power, garbage? I owe $600 to the power people. $400 of that is their freakin security deposit, not for service used! Oh well say them.
My husband's hours just got cut and I'm only working PT so the bills are piling up.
Then I hear that my hubby's ex who is a lazy bitch who hasn't worked one day in the last 15 years is going to start receiving social security benefits because she's "fears' the public. That's only as far as a job goes. She can go shopping, drive (oh wait! she got a DUI, no car!) but she goes out just doesn't want to work. I work my ass off, I get no free money yet this twit and so many others do! WHY?!?!??!!??!
So ya, I'm pissed. All I want is a full time job with decent pay. I plan on moving from this place at lease end. I'm tired of the BS. I'm pissed at it all. Gave up on god, he's never been there for me.
There is more that I can add but this is long enough. I got screwed in this house, my job, my life, my move, by people.
I want to break something, just to hear it break. I want to get and my car and just drive, but I know that won't change things.
Life.just.sux.
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Sorry to hear al this buddies. But when you got freedom, it stil sucks. So my advice enjoy whatever in place for us as that's the best. I used to struggle same like all stories here and feels life really sucks! But now after quitting my job and sold my apartment and make profit abt $300 000..... i still feel like shittt. Got money, freedom but bored like hell. No colleagues to joke with and now friends started wanting to borrow money. I am willing to trade some of my money for my previous "sucks life."I guess the best is be grateful of what we have and deal with whatever cards we have and stop worrying about life!!
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