Everyone hates me
I hate myself
I´m uggly as shit
I´ve been fighting depression for 4 years
I currently don´t go to school because im affraid of hurting someone or even kill them
I don´t have any friends
I´ve been trying to kill myself, but then I think "maybe everything is going to change" but I know that wont happen...EVER
I only sit in this room all day playing on my computer
I wake up feeling alone and praying that god shall kill me
The question for me is just when I shall shoot myself
I know that some of you may think that this is easy to change...maybe for you but not for me. | |
- we all hate ourselfs when we are doing wrong
- the beuty isnt only physic, at first maybe but then what really matters its the "way of be", of ppl
- depression is nothing more than our mind surrended to our miseries, keep on fighting dont give up
- why hurting ppl?? u may actually meet some ppl, have fun with them, etc... a world of chances
- meh, friends are easy to make but hard to keep, just get outside and move on
- yes alot of ppl think the same as u, then again here we are, still with that small hope of things getting better, when that day comes, it will be worth all the waiting
- playing in the computer isnt something bad at all, but all the day?? ummm try to get some fresh air to clean up ur mind (btw, ace online = awesome game)
- alot of ppl wake up this way, myself sometimes (when i say alot of ppl, is couse I KNOW alot of ppl that its that way) but get a cold shower, keep ur mind focused and try different stuff every new day
- answer to that is: never, why shoot urself when instead u can watch a movie, go somewhere and maybe meet some nice ppl, get a pet and have fun taking care of it, anything u make today will affect ur life tomorrow
and finally, not its not easy at all, its fucking hard actually :V, but u have to keep trying, every day, day after day, getting over it beating ur depression and just smile
BUT! I did play with his cock and see if that still works and it does, he just doesn't know it, i sucked it and he shot a big load and made weird noises when he was cumming, but i don't think he understands what is happening, what ashame, he has a big fucking cut cock and big balls.
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