It started with my divorce and has gone down hill ever since. My now ex husband who was supposably a Christian, started dabbling in the occult. He started doing what he called "visualization" and said he saw me cheating on him in these "visions" (completely false and rediculous)
We ended up divorcing, and i went through a low period where i was drinking. I stupidly got a DUI, which i deserved, but instead of being placed in a "regular" jail, I was put in a small cell with no windows for 2 days without being told when they would let me out. They took all my clothes and gave me this burlap sack to wear and a hole in the floor to piss in. I was really thirsty and asked for water, to which the reply was "shut the fuck up".
I went into treatment for alcoholism and was in my 2nd year, when my I had to miss one appointment due to being out of town. I let my counselor know ahead of time and he said "just schedule a makeup appt"..so i did..and i show up and he starts telling me how i can't miss regular scheduled treatment..?? I tried to tell him that he OK'd it but i just got too upset to get it all out. He told me to quit crying and threatened to tell my probation officer that I was "not in compliance" which would mean I go to jail, then of course, lose my job, then lose my house etc. He had a wonderful power trip, which he seemed to enjoy.
All the court fees and the divorce finally took their toll, and I filed bankruptcy. I just got a letter in the mail saying my case was "dismissed" due to abuse.. (have zero clue what the abuse part means) but dismissed means they tossed it out of court. It was a legitimate filing and I honestly can't pay my bills.. so now I face time in jail because my peice of shit counselor is power tripping and seems to want me to fail, i still suffer mentally from the extreme humiliating treatment in jail, I can't pay my bills and bankruptcy is denied for some unknow reason..likely there was some small print where i was supposed to dance around in a circle, take a picture, and send it to them within 10 days. (or something just as stupid).
I try to do things right and it just keeps going down hill. I HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!! | |
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