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It all went downhill fast right at 6 yrs old...

Posted by Fara at February 7, 2012
Tags: Death  2012 February

Two months before my seventh birthday my mom died in front of me. It was one of the most painful experiences of my life.

I am an only child, never met my father and I don't have a close nit family. I don't have a close friend to turn to or a boyfriend either. I'm truly alone. That's what makes life even harder to live. When you look around and realize that no one is there. That has to be the second most painful feeling in the world.

I'm 25 yrs old now and I have found that time does not heal all wounds. My heart aches as much today as it did 19 yrs ago. I'm honestly don't know why I haven't taken my own life.


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By anonymous at 18,Feb,12 20:22

Because life is nothing. Why are we here on the cheesey puff? why do arabs hate jews? Why are jews not arabs? How come I am writing this? Because I am
By anonymous at 18,Feb,12 22:55

"Why are we here on the cheesy puff?" Lol Well I know Palestinians on the west bank hate Israel for placing a (going on five year and counting) embargo on all shipments to and from the country, making it impossible to rebuild their houses and community after the war and impossible to run a business.. which means they are jobless homeless and starving. Israelis are not Arabs because they don't actually come from there, they come from Russia and such thus the whole land war thing.
I trust that answers your questions "I AM" I hope you can answer mine someday.
By anonymous at 19,Feb,12 19:27 Fold Up

that was a helpful comment.. lol

By anonymous at 18,Feb,12 20:45

Dear you know what i think it's better to be alone so that no 1 can hurt you!!! I understand your feelings but telling you i would have been more happy if i had no 1 in this world. Life sucks more when you see your friendz,cousins,acquaintances doing well in their life and you are being criticized by your family and society for not upto their expectations. It's HORRIBLE to be in this situation. You have no one and i have family,loads of relatives and friendz but now i have cut off myself from the society,from each and every person i know including my family and now em really feeling better!! Don't think you are alone coz you have no one in this world. There are many others out there who are alone though their life is full of so called frndz and family. So don't be dishearted. Still,whenever u feel alone, mail me, perhaps you will feel good by exchanging mails. My mail id is
By anonymous at 19,Feb,12 19:29

I disagree. Being alone sucks, some people like it but not for most. There are some bad apples out there in the world you just have to learn to avoid them and find the good apples lol. Have hope, the future could hold more than you could imagine.

By anonymous at 19,Feb,12 19:26

I am sorry to hear about the tragic loss of your mother, I cant imagine what it was like to go through that. Have you tryed counseling/therapy to help you get past your tragic loss? I would reccommend it, going through that type of pain and loss at such a young age can really traumatize someone. Your not weak, your a very strong person to be able to get this far, please reach out and get some help.

You may be alone now but you can't see the future. There are many places where you can meet new people, church, clubs, school, classes (cooking class, music class etc..) things will change you just have to put yourself out there and have some darn fun! Theres a soul mate for you out there somewhere, go find him.

Keep your head up, you are strong person who has alot to offer the world. Who knows, maybe one day you'll be helping people through some of the same hardships you've endured. God bless!

-Jesus said "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls" Matthew 11:28-

By AloneSB at 25,May,12 02:51

Wow, I could have written this myself (but instead of 6, it was 11 when I watched my mom die in front of me).

I wish I knew who you are so we wouldn't have to be alone. No one else understands me, but you've been there so maybe you would. If you feel even 1/2 of what I feel, I'm sorry that you have to carry this pain every day.

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