Well, I have no friends, my familys poor, and i never really had a dad. I hate every day i go to school because i have no friends, at lunch i always walk off campus by myself and just walk around the streets until its time for my next class period. I never really had a dad it has always been my mom that has supported me and atm were renting a house and going to move for a 5th time in less then a year. I'm the ONLY kid at my school that doesn't have friends and i'm also the only shy kid in school. I think i have no social skills because i never had a dad to teach me anything that a father teaches a son, like sports for example. I've never had a girlfriend as well. My family is poor which atm its just me and my mom living together. My mom bought a lottery ticket the other day and i prayed to god to let us win and i no he doesnt really pay attention to those types of prayers but we would have put all those million to good like charity for example and my mom wanted to create her own charity if she won the lottery. so myself and my mom didnt want to win the lottery for our own reasons it was also going to be to help the less fortunate. Whenever i come home i just get on the computer and play a game that ive been playing for around 3yrs. In a way i believe thats what has kept my ok because i at least had people to talk to in the game. I recently tried selling my account for $1600 dollars just because we really needed the money and it was the only way i could think of to get my mom a lot of money. I actually found a buyer and when the person bought it for $1600 through paypal i was so excited i told my mom and we were so happy. i came on the next day to tk the money out on to my moms cc and it showed a balance of $0.00 It turned out that the money had to be in the paypal for 3days but b4 the three days the person could just cancle the money he sent and ended up having my account as well so in a way my account had been stolen. i did end up getting my account bk though after calling the company though which was a good thing. Also, i just realized that ever since we first moved when i was 8 i have never actully had a friend, i would always just spend lunch and recess alone. well thanks for listening, back to my online game... | |
anything u want will come after doing that...
just keep your head up and look for a job if u r able to. im sure ur mom is trying her best. it sucks that ur high school or school years are like this now. u have to change ur life though. maybe speak to a counselor at school, but tell the counselor you want to change. make a list of things u want to be better in ur life.
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