Life sucks right now | | Posted by .............. at February 10, 2012 | | Tags: Drugs 2012 February |
2 weeks ago I broke up with my girlfriend of 9 months, the first girl I ever loved. We broke up because she is in college 6 hrs away and Im still in highschol. She loved me and im certain she never cheated on me. I really don' t know why I broke up with her, it broke both our hearts. I guess I was just scared of comittment because next year Im going to college and I dont want to be tied down or anything. In the 9 months that I went out with her I lost almost all my friends. They would always call me to hang out but I would always blow them off for my girlfriend the most important person in the world. Also just recently my parents cought me smoking weed which I smoke about once or twice a month and they freaked out. They took me to family friend that is a doctor who literally bullied me telling me I was a piece of **** drug addict that is never going to be succesful in life. My parents took my door off of my room and said I wasnt aloud anywhere outside of my house for the rest of the year and that they are going to do randomdrug tests. Is.it just me or are they overreacting? I mean I honestly do not have any sort of addiction toarijuana and I am not going to smoke anymore as long as im living with my parents. The point is that everyday I wake up, go to school, come home, lay in bed a couple hours, go to sleep, repeat. Im never even hungry anymore. Ive talking to my ex because we still.want to be friends but it is honestly not working for me. She tells me she goes out to parties almost everynight and it makes me so jealous that i want to cry because im sitting at gome doing nothing. My parents think im some sort of huge drug addict and I still have feelings for my ex. Dont really .know what to do. Im a really good student in school but my parents only see the bad things. At least i have college to look forward to. Idk what to do for now.Dont knowif i should get bac with my ex. life sucks. | |
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1. Know why you did it. I told her that i am letting her go because i didn't want he to be waiting for me all the time to come home. But in reality, i broke it off because she was my first girlfriend and i cant make myself cheat on her, so i broke it off to not be tied down.
2. Tie up loose ends. We stayed friends and summer 2011 went on a 10 day vacation with her and her bff girlfriend, and i was able to and ask her about stuff that was bothering me and express myself. Once you can do it thats that your a free man. I am telling you when their train left the station(they had a ticket 10 hours earlier then me) i felt so happy and free.
Now some tips on fixing your parents. I also smoked weed when i broke up with my GF and i did not get cought. But i also did not tell them about my GF and what happened between us. Make sure they know WHY you were smoking weed, and then tell them how your everyday life is going, if they don't want to be reasonable i suggest you stop complying with their rules, until they are wiling to go on a compromise. In my opinion they are completely overreacting.
Its all in your hands you can still make it good. I suggest starting with your parents then moving onto the girlfriend stigma.
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