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not very happy

Posted by nobody at March 6, 2012
Tags: Loneliness  2012 March

Although I am supposed to be happy I am not.I am 28,married,have 2 kids,own a home and a stay at home mom with no money problems.My husband works 8 hours 5 days a week and is at home with me when he is not at work.My problem is I don't trust people and have no friends my husband hardly talks to me but he works with a lot women he talks to all the time.I am extremely lonely and I just sit in the house in this boring ass quiet neighborhood in the middle of no where with nothing to do and no one to talk to.My husband is an alcoholic and I feel like I hate him when he drinks and he drinks everyday.When family come around we pretend to be so happy and perfect like everything is together and we have this perfect life but I am really miserable.I feel like I just sit around and wait for my life to be over.


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By anonymous at 09,Mar,12 15:02

I know exactly how you feel, except that my husband works 6 days a week and is not an alcoholic but someone really loving and tries to be understanding which I think is just so much worse. It makes me feel even more guilty when he comes home and cleans or says things that HE doesnt think are insulting, but they are. I am 27 with 2 young children, am a stay at home mom and I feel like a bird trapped in a cage. My depression is only sometimes controlled by the antidepressant and also the mood enhancing antidepressant Ive taken every single day for about a year now. . . People dont know I am depressed either because my mother is ashamed of everything I say/do/feel/want/anything, and I am ashamed that I am so weak. I feel like a bad mother most of the time because my depression DOES get the best of me and I yell at my babies (3 & 1 1/2), so I put my fake smile on when anyone is around and act like my old self. I am not a weak person, and I never ever cry--but in the last month, I have had 2 major breakdowns where I just cried and cried all day long. I dont know what to do. I feel like I am sitting around waiting for my life to be over as well. The sooner the better if its going to be like this all the time. Im sorry that you are having similar problems, I really hope we can both pull through.


By anonymous at 09,Mar,12 15:29

I am also a mother that is alone all the time with just my kids. i work and do family stuff alone without my husband who is never home. Everyday i wish i had other moms to spend my time with and break the depression but it has never happened. I feel like everyone has a life but me and I hate that feeling of empty. I love my kids, but alot of time its just not enough. Hang in there, hopefully knowing other moms are in the same position will help u out.


By anonymous at 09,Mar,12 16:28

I know how you both feel too - except I don't have children! Which is my big problem, I have a great boyfriend who is genuine/caring and treats me to holiday's, buy's me things all the time, but he can't have anymore kids, he has 3 grown up kids, who I get on great with, I don't have many friends I can talk too, my problem is do I throw away a good man and hope to find a guy that can give me a child or stay where I am with a guy that can give me a good life - I just always thought women who have kids are automatically happy, for the past 6 weeks I have sat in at weekends on my own and feel really really lonely - it's a horrible horrible feeling.


By anonymous at 10,Mar,12 01:36

i know how you feel. you have the "i fucked up" feeling, and there isn't anything you can do to go back in time and fix it. its too late for that. life fucking sucks eh?


By anonymous at 10,Mar,12 08:06

in case you haven't noticed there is a theme here. All of us would do well to stop blaming ourselves. So much of our time is spent focused on past choices. We just have to accept that we are human. Obviously there are numerous other individuals that feel the same way. We just feel that our particular lot (however unique it may be) is not part of the status quo. You ever think that maybe the status quo is wrong? The reasons that we find, i.e. not happy in a 'picture perfect' marriage, not succeeding to societies standards, are emotions that are created by this society? At some point we need to just break away and tell our families we aren't happy even if it's not the 'norm'. It's time to be selfish! Don't give up! As long as you are alive you have choices to make. Sometimes that choice may involve an explosion of some kind but like the phoenix we could rise again! Stop blaming yourself for your problems and be selfish stop with the 'norm' and make you happy! The world is better off without fakers.


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