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I'm fucking social outcast

Posted by anonymous at May 22, 2010
Tags: Attitude  Loneliness  2010 May

So yeah, I'm a nerd, a geek, a fucking social outcast. I tried changing it when I graduated high school by studying business, like every Chinese parents expect their child to. I hanged out with jocks I don't care about, studied shit that doesn't interest me. In my fourth year I had mental breakdown.
Following that I said fuck this, dropped out of school, left home, moved into a dumped down apartment, got a shitty factory job. During my I have never socialized even once, that's right, because I'm a social outcast and my social skills are o so fucking poor


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By anonymous at 22,May,10 17:56

no idiot ur life is going fine by anyone's standards

be happy you can survive on your own and that you have a job


By anonymous at 23,May,10 08:31

well ,from outside it doesnt look so bad.u have a job.u r self dependent and stuff.but when i think from your point of view,u have been suffering since a long time.in school and college(thats like 6-7 years)you have been studing a subject that you dont like but had to live it,eat it,sleep it..thats like having a constant ,neverending cluster headache.i m saying from personal experience.i was forced into economics by my family.one year and it got enough on my nerves to make me clammy.fought with parents,left home,got into electronics.the last 4 years have been the best of my life.will graduate next month.


By anonymous at 25,May,10 07:12

Hey, you're doing alright at least. Fuck being social dude. People are ass holes. Maybe you can meet someone cool and have one good friend. But other than that it's a fucking lost cause.

Best of luck man.


By anonymous at 09,Sep,10 14:02

It could be worse. You could be a 44 year old woman on disability whose family and friends have all given up on. Living alone with just your dog with nothing to do. Sleeping all day and not wanting to leave your apartment out of embarrasement of your situation. My life is a living hell. I call help lines and they yell at me. I am in constant emotional pain. I am in so much pain I walk around telling people I have no friends. It is so pathetic. I don't know how much more pathetic you can get. I used to be able to hide my pain and now you can tell how much pain I am in. I used to make an attempt to talk to people. Not anymore because I think they want nothing to do with me. I am afraid to say hi to anyone. I have a college degree and hae accomplished alot of things in the past but always suffered from severe depression. I read about people that suffer from depression but they have support. I have no support.
By anonymous at 26,Oct,10 21:05

You should email me at vbechtel@kent.edu. I think you've met your match as far as personal, debilitating pain goes. :) No seriously email me ...


By anonymous at 20,Mar,11 12:53

well man your not alone i have SA and alot of people hate on me or tease me it makes me mad.


By at 23,Jul,11 19:14

You\'re the one with the birans here. I\'m watching for your posts.


By anonymous at 21,Aug,11 08:29

With modern technology (television, video games, the internet, social networks, etc.), more people than you think are anti-social. From personal experiences, the majority of people I've met are immature and just plain stupid. Sometimes, I wonder if they're a direct link to barbarians. So, do not feel alone if you don't fit in with today's society - you might be too intelligent for most people. Just look at me: I have no friends, yet I'm a dedicated college student on the honor role. If no one is willing to accept me for who I am in reality, "Fuck 'em". Interesting fact: Einstein himself didn't have much of a social life, but he's considered the most intelligent man who ever lived.

Keep your head up and seek out your ambitions. One day, your hard work will pay off and you'll find people who will accept and understand you.

NOTE: When I was 15 years old, I had 30+ friends before I was involved in hurricane Katrina. Sometimes, I guess, life is just unpredictable and I just stand at the edge of a cliff, and smile.


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