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stupid, ugly, lonely, sad

Posted by stupidguy at March 10, 2012
Tags: Appearance  Attitude  Friendship  2012 March  Money

Hello.

As I was young, my friends always made fun of my intellect. They often exposed me in public and soon everyone laughed at me. I am not very smart. That pretty much killed me.

And also I am ugly, very ugly. My skin is very thin and full of acne. At parties I was often called "Pizza face". I went to several doctors about it but every single one of them proposed cremes (or other stuff) which made it much worse. Then I realized that food may cause it. So I stopped eating pretty much everything which contains fat and sugar. It got a little bit better, but not much.

I am broke. When I wander through the streets I either get looks out of pity or I disgust people. And of course I never had a girlfriend, even so I tried hard by reading books and training "in the fields" (clubs, parties, ...). Never had a chance.

I guess the thing I mostly hate are my friends. They always try to encourage me. I'm not sure they do this to make me feel better. I rather think they do this to keep their illusion, that their success came from their actions. The truth is: Life is a joke and it doesn't matter how much you try to accomplish something if you are full of sh*t. You will fail all the time.

I wish someone would someday tell me that I shouldn't try to be loved. That I shouldn't put all effort in finding a girlfriend but just to accept my situation. But since they always tell me not to give up, I blame myself, even though deep down I know better.

I have no hope. And now I somehow feel tricked, as they told me it would get better. It didn't. I am 25 years old and I pretty much everything went worse. Still stupid, still ugly, still lonely. I don't see how it could possibly turn out good.

For about one year, I wish for death every day. Often I can't even concentrate on my work. But I cannot kill myself, I'm not selfish enough.

So I just wait...


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By anonymous at 12,Mar,12 17:38

You should move to a 3rd World Country where women have no rights and say so to marry who they want. Convert to Islam and move to one of the poorer ones like Oman or Yemen and have an arranged marriage. If you end up fairly well-to-do by the time you are middle aged, think 45-65, you should go to the Phillipines or Thailand and buy a woman. Good luck.
By anonymous at 03,Oct,12 20:59

WHAT THE FUCK IS WITH THAT ADVICE!?! ARE U FUCKED UP IN THE HEAD?!? thats not the right advice to give a guy!! u make all women seem so pathetic u retard, go jack off to a JB song.


By anonymous at 13,Mar,12 06:10

Yes life is not as easy if you dont fit into humans perception of beauty,which is actualy based on caveman health,ie clear eyes good skin white teeth,Im sur the skinyyness of a woman is based on the fact you wont eat so much,therefore easier for the man to hunt,Thats why men who hunt are looked up to,but you know its easier to earn money for food ie, wealthy men beautiful women
How have we survived?You tell me


By anonymous at 13,Mar,12 08:07

Forget about how bad you look like, certainly there's nothing more you can do bout it. Get a good job, work your butt out to get all the money you'll need to buy you a woman. Gold is far more attractive than looks. Take it from me.


By anonymous at 13,Mar,12 08:11

Forget about how bad you look like, certainly there's nothing more you can do bout it. Get a good job, work your butt out to get all the money you'll need to buy you a woman. Gold is far more attractive than looks. Take it from me.


By anonymous at 13,Mar,12 08:33

So true, 99% of women will go for any man who has money. They will say that is bullshit but they wont date a guy that makes $25,000 a year. Women want security and it does not matter if the guy is an asshole. So get out there and make a lot of money and you will have your choice of women.


By anonymous at 13,Mar,12 15:15

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By anonymous at 13,Mar,12 15:16

1000's of videos uploaded daily for young pizza faced losers like us to fap to!


By Truth at 13,Mar,12 16:02

I'd kill myself.
By anonymous at 14,Mar,12 00:25

ur pathetic.


By anonymous at 14,Mar,12 00:26

reading ur story. i don't think you're stupid at all. you can usually tell when ppl are stupid by the way they write. you aren't stupid.

and it's true, most women want guys with $. so try to be successful and u will get all of these women after you.


By anonymous at 21,Mar,12 21:22

For one, i wear glasses, my face is chop full of acne, adn i have abad habit of popping them so it leaves scars. No guy has ever liked me but im independent. I can live without a boyfriend. I dont need one but if i was four eyes old(18) i would love to go out with you. i am into guys like that. I like guys who are shy and i wont be able to be with a guy who is smarter than me. n


By anonymous at 16,Apr,12 22:22

Its no always about how smart you are, sometimes, how hard you work is much more important.

Goodluck.


By anonymous at 04,May,12 17:33

I really agree where you say, "They always try to encourage me. I'm not sure they do this to make me feel better. I rather think they do this to keep their illusion, that their success came from their actions. The truth is: Life is a joke and it doesn't matter how much you try to accomplish something if you are full of sh*t. You will fail all the time."

People whose lives are good spend a lot of psychological energy maintaining the belief that their nice lives are to their credit ... like they did something to deserve being the way we are. But that's horseshit. We all just *are* the way we are; some of us got lucky with the hand they were dealt, others (like me and you) did not.

Normal people don't put huge amounts of energy into just being normal. It's just the way they are. They look normal; they fit in with other people comfortably. They didn't *do* anything to be this way. Yet we can exert massive efforts to be like them, and we won't get anywhere. This is why normal people ought to have more sympathy for us. But for a roll of the genetic dice, they would be like us ... always on the outside of life, sadly looking in at the warmth and companionship that others just take for granted.

I've been rejected by everyone all of my life, going back to my earliest memories (I'm 54). I never did anything, or failed to do something, to deserve being what I am ... I just am what I am. I'm like a guy lost in the woods on a snowy night, who comes across a house and looks in the window at the warm and happy people inside, just going about their lives. There is no place for me in this world.

Enough rejection and you learn not to try anymore. My life energy is like a flickering candle that will be extinguished by one more rejection. I have to carry my candle to the finish line (death) somehow without it going out completely.

Thanks for your post. Please know that at least one other person relates completely. I don't begrudge those normal, happy people their happiness. I only wish they'd be a bit more sympathetic towards the small number of who just aren't a part of life.
By anonymous at 16,May,12 01:21

Hello there,

I know you will probably never see this. And I know you've probably heard something similar to this before. But I've got to put this out there...

You're wrong. I don't care what you look like or whatever. You're wrong. First of all, you can't what you see on Facebook or on the streets as the truth. Much of it is a lie. Plenty of "warm and happy" people you see on the sidewalks, go home and sit and are lonely. Yes, I would never say that it's not harder for some people in this world to form meaningful relationships.

But you have to find your place!!! You have to keep trying, move to a different state if you have to, but keep trying. And lower your fricken standards. Go to a homeless shelter and volunteer, someone there will be sure to treat you decently.

Please don't think any of this was said in anger. But you're wrong. There is no one on Earth who was fated to be outside of life. The cliche, white American version of this life, perhaps. But not all life. There are PLENTY of other and fuller ways to live.
By anonymous at 28,Sep,12 22:03 Fold Up

I just wanted to let you know you have such a way with words! I know from experience that your darkest moments can bring true inspiration. At the same time, I know exactly how you feel. I am 31 yrs old and have only started to realize I am in the minority. Like you, I am starting to think that this world is not designed for me. The only thing I now crave is acceptance from myself. Which takes a lot of work. In retrospect, it was in moments when I was feeling confident and didn't have any expectations that I found people in general were drawn to me. For some, life is a constant up hill battle.
By anonymous at 28,Sep,12 22:05 Fold Up

I just wanted to let you know you have such a way with words! I know from experience that your darkest moments can bring true inspiration. At the same time, I know exactly how you feel. I am 31 yrs old and have only started to realize I am in the minority. Like you, I am starting to think that this world is not designed for me. The only thing I now crave is acceptance from myself. Which takes a lot of work. In retrospect, it was in moments when I was feeling confident and didn't have any expectations that I found people in general were drawn to me. For some, life is a constant up hill battle.
By anonymous at 28,Sep,12 22:09

I forgot to add that those "moments" of confidence and security never last, in my case.


By anonymous at 28,May,12 20:49

seriously for your acne and for everyone else who suffers from acne, cut down on sugar and take vitamin b5 5g daily, also take vitamin b2 and b3 this will help everybody a lot i promise but its vital that u cut down on sugar because it depletes these vitamins in the body :)


By anonymous at 13,Jul,12 12:33

Seriously, I think you are right, you sound very ugly, poor, and disgusting. You have no hope, and are not deserving of love, I think death is the best option.

What would you think if your best friend told you this? How ridiculous does this sound, it sounds like you need a therapist or to join martial arts to learn self esteem, and to switch a pessistimic negative attitude towards a positive healthy attitude towards yourself. Because if you do not switch your attitude you will truly be very ugly, poor, and disgusting, without hope, or love and death would be the best option.

In terms of acne, I used to go to one dermatologist for acne for a year and a half, and it never healed than I switched doctors, and using similar creams we found a working regime, now I do not have acne except for very minor pimples occasionally. Finding the right dermatologist really helped me.

Maybe it is better to not have advice and to wallow in your negative thinking. Go fix your acne and your thoughts, or your life will suck!


By anonymous at 11,Aug,12 21:19

I continue. Forget girls and women. Most of them suck. Theyre cruel UNFRIENDLY and evil. Vapid scum describes them. God forgot to give them a heart. My advice for us lonely guys is to to get a blowup doll or a mannequin or a love doll to fill your needs as the deal live thing is unattainable. The real live thing sucks and so thousands of lonely guys exist all over the world. And what makes this sad situation even sadder is that we have a God who allows this evil and suffering. It doesnt seem to occur to this God that He ought to start helping us and healing us. We have an absentee landlord for a God. Its pitiful and embarrassing and my religious faith has weakened.


By anonymous at 21,Aug,12 23:21

I continue. Fuck girls and women. Evil scum describes you fucking sluts.


By anonymous at 27,Aug,12 02:02

Thats egzacty my life story too


By anonymous at 01,Sep,12 01:22

And to all of you who harassed me I say FUCK YOU ASSHOLES.


By yow at 13,Sep,12 12:48

Life sucks in many ways , I know that, but there still is hope for you. Acne can be trated, but it requires a lot of patience, you don't have to touch your face because it ll get oily and you can try to go to a cosmetic salon for several times and i'm sure it'll get much better, because acne scars can be easily removed by peeling.Try find something not too expensive and if you really want a clear face you should not care about the money.You should drink more then 8 glasses of water everyday and try to eat healthy, I mean you shouldn't drink any soft drink or anything rich in carbs, try to eat food prepared at home each meal.If you want any advice reply.


By anonymous at 03,Oct,12 20:57

mmmm well i wouldnt really mind a guy with acne as long as he doesnt cheat on me like my previous 7 boyfriends... its just that maybe ur nervous attitude is turning the girls away coz i know how it feels to go to a night club and have a stuttering, sweaty guy apporoach and i just dunno what to do other than to walk away slowly... :( and ur problem with being "stupid" is really nothing!! HAVE U SEEN HALF THE CELEBRITIES ON TV?! THEY ARE THE DUMBEST, MOST OBNOXIOUS, MOST SEX-ADDICTED PEOPLE I HAVE EVER MET aaaaand they STILL GET LAID. no questions asked that u just need to get off ur ass, look at the world in a new perspective, tone up, get bucket loads of confidence and HIT ON ANY GIRL, believe it or not, im pretty sure most girls are touched that you would give them the time of day :) good luck buddy


By anonymous at 29,Dec,12 01:00

Get Accutane now, if you can..It will be hell for couple of months but it will clear your skin by month 4. I waited till I was 33 to do it mainly becuase you basicly have to become a shut it while your on it, but I wish I had done it way sooner. Wasted so much time with different pills and creams, some worked for a bit of time but not more then a few months. In any case so I basicily wasted most of that time. At the end of the day fucked up skin did screw my life up, but I have someone who loves me now and make a good living. But still think what could have been if I had perfect skin like everyone else.


By anonymous at 07,Mar,13 06:14

Hey Stupidguy
You can't be as stupid as you think because you figured it all out without the help of your pretty stupid friends. 96% of the world have hangups about looks because they have very little brains and natural good looks don't need much work, i.e. Is inherited, not earned. Stop wasting your energy on what people think (they don't) of your looks and concentrate on what you like doing. Less anxiety will do wonders for your selfesteem and skin condition.


By anonymous at 12,Mar,13 16:25

That is sad I have felt like this you should try telling yourself that your beautiful because everyone is say positive things about yourself


By anonymous at 22,Jul,13 21:40

i am an old ugly woman that i like a hand some midel age man that spoile me and i dont have aney money


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