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drug abuse and no friends

Posted by anonymous at March 15, 2012
Tags: Drugs  2012 March

It all started around the end of 8th grade when my friend introduced me to pot, i started smoking with him almost every day of 8th grade when i noticed my grades dropped from C's and B's to straight F's. When summer came around i started smoking everyday about 4-5 times, i completely forgot about my old friends or it was just that they didnt think i was the same anymore. So i made some new friends right? these friends treated me like shit, they used me for weed they made fun of me they ditched me and tried to steal every girlfriend i ever had. On top of that i cant get a girlfriend because im extremely short and everyone makes fun of me. about 4-5 weeks i was beat by my dad and kicked out of my house. And on top of that i got expelled from my high school for drug abuse. So now im a homeless 15 year old boy expelled from school with no money, job or friends. no one loves me. and even my old friends stopped talking to me, i never did anything wrong. i spend everyday in loneliness waiting for someone to talk to me. even when i try to talk to someone they never respond or just run away from me. ive tried to commit suicide over 5 times, i hate myself, i have no motivation to do anything in life. i dont feel like i was meant to be here, i didnt ask to be born. if anyone reads this ill probably be dead tomorrow as i plan on these being my last words.
i wish i could of done better, im sorry.


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By anonymous at 16,Mar,12 20:36

Hope you are not dead. Life is what you make it. You made it bad for a while....time to make it good. Won't be easy or quick but no one will do it for you. It's up to you.......

By anonymous at 16,Mar,12 21:12

i pray that you have safe passage into the gates of heaven. God does not want us long suffering if we must return to him. may you bless you.

By Cursed at 17,Mar,12 08:44

I believe it is against the law if you're dad kicked you out of your primary residence. In fact, with "child-abuse" (hitting you) his ass should be in the slammer.
But you need to make the decision on whether you should contact the authorities.
The department of health and human services would be there in a nanosecond.
The question is, do you want to deal with the aftermath?
Your father will have to go to counseling and there will be financial reprimands placed upon him. And obviously, it probably isn't going to improve your relationship. But you never know...
In your case, you are still considered a juvenille and it is highly illegal for your father to "kick you out".
It's your life kid.
And you need a job, if you're not going to be in school.
You can get your GED- at some other point in time...
You've got a tough road ahead of you-
But you can do it. Be strong, and do what you think is right.

By anonymous at 18,Mar,12 05:20

Jesus can restore you friend. He wants a better life for you, he will come into your life, he will change you, he will forgive you of sin if you ask. Accept him as lord and savior and he will give you life.
By anonymous at 05,Apr,12 17:12

fuck religion. all you wankers with your lies and false hope. preying on the weak. strength comes from within

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