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Breakdown, and then what?

Posted by anonymous at May 31, 2010
Tags: Attitude  Juvenile problems  2010 May

Well, this past year has been really, really, really suck-ish... I lost everything, my whole life shifted in a day. I moved to another country, new people, new lifestyle, new language, and financial troubles. I'm 16 right now, and I feel like this isn't a life. I feel dead. Sure I have "friends" in school, but when the day is done, I'm all alone, now I barely leave my apartment. And weekends and holidays? They feel like eternity in hell. And it's killing me. My old friends have forsaken me, save for couple of people. I'm failing with girls too. And I feel... Alone... I feel my skin is tight, like it's beginning to break, peel off, and like I'm becoming a monster... I feel uncontrolable rage, and people around me are so dumb, so immature, and yet they act superior to me, although I can beat all of them both in knowledge, school work and on physical level (read between the lines : I can kick the shit out of them). It all sucks, it's too much for me to handle... Slow but steady, I drift into a breakdown. And than what? What's left after that? Life sucks... Life really sucks...


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By anonymous at 02,Jun,10 19:48

breakdowns suck, especially psychotic breaks. two worlds clash into one and the subject doesn't know. like two tornadoes bumping into each other. problems don't change, you got to grasp them and find a way to deal. kids can be mean. i know. i am glad i am older because frankly i was and still am a lone star. people can be real mean and ignorant. it's just better to be by yourself then to endure the annoyance of public contact.


By at 03,Jun,10 05:57

Nah man it sounds like you have a very good head on your shoulders, if you stay with your current plan -intelligence- you will have such an amazing life. With intelligence comes a good paying job, when you have the money women will be falling all over you, and people wanting to be your friends + respect in society. High school is a bitch but keep learning man advancing yourself, dont worry about what the snobs think of you, in 10 years they will be fat with 4 kids and no hope of a good life. I was a cool kid in high school, sadly the cool thing was to be a fuck off do drugs party and such, it gets you nothing outside of highschool. Im having to bust my ass now to try and catch up to the uncool kids! lol! So just focus on yourself and dont worry about anyone else, im telling you when you get older you will thank yourself.


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