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savage world

Posted by Bubba at March 24, 2012
Tags: Attitude  2012 March  Money

I'm 32 years old Asian man, this nightmare began when I was in elementary school when I was only 12 years old. life is so poor, I never buy my own clothes, it's all giving from others, never finished school because there is no money and support, never look good because there is no money, never have had friends cause of being insulted because of the poverty. ate leftovers from the others. all of these makes me very low self esteem, depression, stress, fear in the crowd. I became a loner. 7 times love a girl but never dared to express. harbored only pain in the heart, can never get a decent job because did not finish school, all the deceptive and abusive employer, so I quit my jobs. when I'm 31 years old is the worst time in my life, quit my job there is no money at all, every day of hunger , eat once a day sometimes once in two days, sometimes once in three days, every day I cry because of hunger and grief. I miss the delicious food I ever ate before. I am embarrassed by my neighbors because my home is huts and their contents is thrift. I pray God have mercy on me by killing me, or is there someone who would kill me, I will be grateful to him. I do not dare to commit suicide for fear of pain. Do not ever give birth to a child into savage world of this


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By anonymous at 24,Mar,12 17:09

hey bro, i feel your pain. Here is my advice, join the marines, they'll take you in and give you a good start. I was in your same position, no friends, no family, grew up in poverty, nobody cared for me, never had a lover. I joined the navy and that got me started in the right direction. 3 meals a day, guaranteed college funds.
By Cursed at 25,Mar,12 17:52

Way to go buddy- you're story gives hope. Thanks.

By anonymous at 24,Mar,12 23:29

I'll pray for you brother. I would try doing what the guy above me is talking about. My heart goes out to both of you. Noone should have to grow up In poverty and without anyone careing about them. Good luck brothers!

By anonymous at 25,Mar,12 01:19

Hey listen..just don't give up man. If you are still standing..then you are still standing. Right? The trick is and I know its HARD, but you need to change your perception. Life and things will turn around. Trust me. I've been in the same situation where I wanted to go too. Don't think about tomorrow. Just live the best that you can today and when tomorrow comes, then be the best you can be that day. At least you are not disabled or crippled. Imagine what they feel? So hang in there!

By anonymous at 25,Mar,12 03:23

Wow I must say, when I read this, I almost started to cry. I'm so sorry you had to go through it all without any help or support. I'm going to go along with the rest, join the marines. There, they'll help you get your life straight, probably not the way you really want it, but thy will help lot.

By Cursed at 25,Mar,12 18:02

Hey bubba-
Hearing people complain of being hungry really throws a dagger in my heart. If you took the advice about joining the military, it may be a decent solution for a desperate situation. Otherwise, you will probably end up working dead end "jobs" and burning yourself out. You're young and you have your health. Take advantage of that- God I wish I could help everyone on here-
I feel helpless.

By anonymous at 28,Mar,12 11:49

Wow, one of the worse stories i've read in a while. But don't give it in yet. While you're alive you need to continue to fight even though you're struggling so hard and going through the toughest times, i must say, of your life. Hang in there. I really wish i could help you. :c

By anonymous at 28,Mar,12 11:54

...and you really made me almost cry. :c

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