my life isnt the oh everyone forgot me completely. more of an emptiness on my part. i am a no body who does infact mean no one to anyone. but they now who i am...well the fake me's. no one i know know a the real me. the me who is quiet and cold. everyone knows me as loner/funny/happy/tired, while infact im lonely, sad, mad, and empty. why i prefer empty is because my feelings have left me (forgot who i was.
my parents are divorsed. my dad is a drunk and my mom is in a mental hospital curing(not really) her eating dissorder. they dont really like me because a) i am the middle child of 10, b) never there to surrport them and c)apperently not help full. my family thinks im a loser hobo and my life will go nowhere. and sometimes the bully me or dont even notice im there in the room when they talk bad about me.
my social skills are shit, my friends will die of drugs, im not pretty ( or so i think) my family lets me down all the time and now im writing this on a site crying hoping my life wont be as meaningless to the reader. and my situation isnt as ad as other people but i just needed to tell someone who might care more then anyone :I | |
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