I have cried. I feel the pain cut me like a knife. I feel in love with my best friend and he is constantly ripping my heart out. My family and I fight so often. I feel unwanted, unneeded, unloved. I am ugly, fat, useless. My life is barely beginning, yet, I find that already I want myself to just un-exist. I can not trust because I have been hurt so many times. I find myself here because a blank page listens better than any "friend or family" near. I have never thought it would be this way for me...I never thought Id be sitting alone one day pouring my heart out to total strangers. People who may not read this, people who may not care, who may laugh, but I felt a need to let someone know that I feel so void..Void..of emotions. | |
Ohhh I want to un-exist..I can not trust...boo hoo hoo....
Fuck you emo kids piss me off.
Your family fights with you because you're a moody overblown shitweasel who can't appreciate that there's a roof over your head and that you have asswipe and toothpaste.
Your "best friend" rips your heart out because YOU let that happen you whiney tree pig. Look in the mirror some time.
The only thing that is true about you is that you're ugly...inside, where it counts. I bet you look just fine, but you've kicked your own ass so often that you don't live in reality anymore. I would like to beat you nearly to death with a sack of loose change until you finally actually looked like you see yourself. Then, I'd drag you to the back of Johnny Quik and let the bums have at you.
Goddamn I fucking hate you!
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