38 year old male. No friends. No family. Never had a partner. Lack of personal meaning with life. Quit job, trashed my belongings and made plans to commit suicide, but chickened out. Decided to sleep, play computer games and masturbate instead. Now i haven't talked to anyone for 8 months and have large debts. Can't blame anyone except me and my lack of tolerance for boredom and other people. Feel pretty good at the moment though and will try to come back to the same meaningless boring shit once again. Life sucks, but sometimes worth living anyway. For now... | |
Indulge yourself in some kind of physical exercise. You will feel better about yourself. It is scientifically proven to work.
I'm having job interview tomorrow. If it works out at least some of my problems will go away...
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