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I hate my Life

Posted by Loser K at April 7, 2012
Tags: 2012 April  Attitude  Failure

I am 43 years old have no job, no money, and no relationship. I have a son in college who i can't help thank God that he received a basketball scholarship bc if he didn't i don't know where he would of been. I am a poor excuse for a human being and i hate being ME! I have issues from since i was a young girl growing up because i was always ridiculed for being too black with ugly skin and no hair. I was teased horribly in school and even by my family members. I grew up with no self esteem that's why i was treated so badly by my son's "sperm donor". I never had a boyfriend that wanted to claim me so now i grew up with no boyfriend experience only men that wanted to use me. I am a very loyal, and nice person to people and they always treat me like garbage in the end. I am a disappointment to my son and my family. My son secretly thinks i am a loser and can't stand to be around me. I live with my parents still who treats me like i am still 10 years old and berate me any chance they get. I am a joke to the entire world! Sometimes i question God why was i born? No answer. I wish the earth could swallow me up, i would be gone and i would be a bad memory for everyone. I am out of shape, my hair is balding, and i am more uglier. Why remain on this earth to die unhappy with a broken heart? This is cruelty for me to remain on this earth because i feel it will not get better but only worse. I am so tired and i want my son to forget i ever exist. This is my pathetic unproductive existance.........


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By at 07,Apr,12 14:03

boo fucking hoo!! shut the fuck up you worthless fucking moronic excuse for a fucked up human being!! i hate you...Please do yourself and the world a favor and walk into traffic!!!! you are the ugliest woman on earth and people want to vomit when they look in your general direction!!! i hate u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
By anonymous at 07,Apr,12 22:45

Allen, you have mental problems...
By anonymous at 08,Apr,12 01:45 Fold Up

dude. come on now. really?
By anonymous at 08,Apr,12 17:15 Fold Up

I'm so glad i'm not you becuase I must wonder what are you doing to yourself if you're this unkind to others?

You're a human being with no since of compassion for others. I can only imagine that one day when you're depressed, people will be just as cold to you as you were now. What goes around comes around.
By anonymous at 29,Apr,13 13:57 Fold Up

you are a poor excuse for a human being. You dont know this person, and for her to poor her emotions out here would be hard, but she did. People like you have no clue what life is really like when you are in a state of mind like she is. I have been there, and many more like us are out there. Humans can be so cruel. Yet there are some of us that can fill the voids with our love. Loser K, keep your chin up. We love you, and cherish you.

By anonymous at 07,Apr,12 14:54

I'm so sorry you feel so badly. I know how hard it is at times and just getting out of bed can be the major accomplishment of the day. Try and do one thing for yourself, get outside go for a walk. Try and push yourself to walk until you are exhausted. Keep doing it. Maybe volunteer at an animal shelter or food pantry. Helping others helps you. I hope you find a reason to keep trying. There is no alternative but to keep trying.(Some people are so happy being nasty, don't listen, don't read it.)

By anonymous at 07,Apr,12 15:10

Think the root of your problem was said early on: You have no self esteem. Best thing to do would be to walk out of your parents home, buck up and move on with your life. Fuck the rest of the world.

By anonymous at 07,Apr,12 22:26

I'm still waiting for the sucky part.... the person with M.S. had more to deal with than you do. Honestly, figure out life, move away and move on. We only get one ticket to this thing called life.... don't waste it worrying about being a disappointment.

By anonymous at 07,Apr,12 22:30

I think you'd be happier if you developed a caffine addiction. It makes you feel great! It wakes you up, makes you feel like the world is out to get you which sounds bad but really is fun if you pretend to be a secret agent, then you'll sit in a rocking chair and rock back and forth like a male pornstar and you'll never sleep and you'll write run-on sentences because you're freaking wired. Or just go root for your boy and hope he gets into the NBA.

By anonymous at 07,Apr,12 22:48

Chin up chest out.... It's never too late to get your shit together. Start working out and dieting. Build your self esteem.... When your confident go get a job. Inspire your son. He wants to see that from you.

Your situation sucks but how much are you to blame? 43 is young enough to find happiness. Do it!

By anonymous at 07,Apr,12 23:11

You could spend 10 minutes a day praying to Jesus Christ to help your emotions and give Him permission / allow Him to direct your path each day. In my opinion you should do some volunteer work to help other people or an animal shelter. When we get outside of ourselves it helps to re-align our thinking into the proper perspecttive and benefits us.

By anonymous at 08,Apr,12 03:31

i think u should get a small dog because it will help you to get out more, and you wont sit around being depressed. i have a chiauau and he crack me up i got him at a animal shelter for free go get a dog. lol

By crorkz at 05,Aug,14 19:47

n2pQkm Awesome article.Much thanks again. Fantastic.

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