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Im so pathetic its sad.. really..

Posted by anonymous at April 16, 2012
Tags: 2012 April  Juvenile problems

First, I'm 17. Yes I know, "Your a hormornal teenager, everyone goes through it all, it's not as dramatic as it seems..Ect.." Ya, ya, I've hear it all.. And mostly from adults.. Others are harsher now than then! I'm not skinny. In school I was always the "Prude girls" or "goody two shoes" and my parent being a cop did not me.. Everyone walks on me because I hate upsetting people but I don't have the courage to not let them. My self esteem/confidence sucks! I've been homeschooled for a year now cause I got so sick of the "populars" and trying to please everyone, but to scarred to do anything about it. I have one friend, ONE!, that I hang out with.. I had another but only because he thought I would do stuff with him and I feel for the really sweet/he really cared about me crap.. And when I wouldn't go along he moved on to someone who cousin.. Ya THAT'S great! So basically I'm..Ugly, prude, shy, no confidences, walked over, p.o.s, pathetic person who doesn't belong here (and trust me, ive considered killing myself but dont have the courage to do it..pathetic).. I've become invisible that no one cares about..My parent's "care" but don't do shit..


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By at 16,Apr,12 09:23

I'm sorry to hear about what you've been through, I had similar circumstances in high school but home schooling was never an option for me. Other people can suck, but never try and change your own behaviour to make others happy. If people take advantage of you then do your best to not associate yourself with them, or at least try and get something out of such a "friendship", i.e. if someone asks you to help with their homework, say "Sure, but only if you help with mine".

Confidence is such a crazy issue because it's so easy to fake confidence and when you learn how to act confident and realise how people treat you differently you can develop natural confidence much more easily; it's an exponential development. I've found getting physically fitter has boosted my confidence greatly, if possible you should try and join a gym or sports club or just start jogging around the block when you can. You can get healthier, develop confidence and have fun all at once!

No offence, but I find it quite funny how you say you're a bit of a prude because I remember being the same way. I think as you grow into adulthood some issues become less taboo than they used to be, but to get over this you could try and talk about certain issues with your one friend or your parents (I assume you're referring to sex issues). Try and bring up such issues in a joking way but say how you're just naturally curious about their opinions.

And I'm sorry to hear how that guy was essentially a jerk, you don't need people like him in your life. There are guys out there capable of friendship without wanting anything in return so don't lose hope. And remember "ugly" is only a socially developed concept. If you develop your own confidence you'll start to realise that you are beautiful and others won't be able to put you down with their opinions (it may be cliché but usually others only try and put you down if they're insecure about themselves).

Don't ever think about suicide, that achieves nothing. Just try your best to act more confident and bring up issues with people you've perhaps been too afraid to discuss before. Sex is nothing to be ashamed of, everyone on this planet is a product of it (give or take) and it's the most natural thing ever. I was going to say you should try and ask what your parents what their favourite position is, but I tried that once and it didn't go well so I actually don't recommend that!

If you need to talk I'm at

By anonymous at 16,Apr,12 16:04

The one who hand out emails add are pedophiles! Fucking stab all of u kiddy shagers!

By anonymous at 16,Apr,12 19:21

It's not that bad. Everything will be fine, I promise. Just stick with it and try to always to your best, regarding everything. Good luck, YOU CAN DO IT!

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