My heart suddenly begins to hurt a lot at around 12 am. I beg my mom to give me a ride to the hospital. No. I beg my sister for a ride. No. I ask my sister for 15 dollars so I could cab since she makes that much money an hour. But no. I can't get a ride to the hospital. Ok, well fuck you family. I go see what little money I have left from working my ass off for 6 bucks an hour. I take a $20 bill. I call a cab. It's around 1 am. I arrive at the hospital relieved thinking I'll be fine and they'll make the pain go away. WRONG. Apparently since I'm a minor and alone I am not allowed to get treated for anything. So they tell me I have to go to childrens hospital. Oh ok then. Only problem is I spent 16 fucking dollars on a cab getting to a hospital that refuses to help me even though it could be a life threatening. So there I was sitting on the edge of a curb crying because my heart pain was so intense. Eventually I picked my pathetic ass up and dragged it over to childrens hospital which was a half hour fucking walk. I get there and they allow me in. They run some tests, get a couple x Rays and it turns out I have a serious heart condition. I'm not even 18 yet and I'm probably going to die in a few years.
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the only problem may be the pain you are about to go through. rest is fine.
believe me, its better to die young.
I can more or less relate to what your saying..
I don't think there's much you can do about your family..
and I don't see why you'd want to.. it will only result in more pain and frustration.. I don't think they'll change and try to understand you..
But don't give up on life.. Do the things you want.. and if you know when you'll die you don't have to worry about the future..
There's plenty of interesting things to do.. amazing people to meet opportunities to grow.
There might be volunteer or exchange programs you can take see the world, meet amazing people and change your perspective..
And seriously, why give a f*** about a family that doesn't give a f*** about you.. enjoy life.. if you'll ever want to come back or reconnect you can always do that later.. but right now I don't think you or your family will be able to..
Well have fun with live.. it can be quite liberating to know when you die if you take the right perspective :P
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