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On a site like this, do I even need a title?

Posted by Some_Jerk at June 21, 2010
Tags: Failure  2010 June

God... where to begin... I'm a 22 year old pathetic excuse of a male with few to no redeeming qualities. I have few friends, and the ones I do have I either rarely see because they don't want to include me in almost anything or are just using me for car rides, money etc. and have nothing in common with me. I am a failure, and I'm not using the term lightly... I'm talking about physically, mentally, and even spiritually as well. I fail at everything... even things I'm intensely interested in; failure. Anything I do from math problems that my peers can do with frightening ease even though they binge drink every night to video games 10 year old kids with downs syndrome can beat... it always ends in failure. I do so poorly in school that I dropped out of college... everyone else seems to be able to succeed in school with no sweat, but the simplest of things I can't even do, and even the things I DO get right, I forget almost all of it once the stress of the test is gone. It's not like these are minor "oopses" everyone has; no, the failure never wears off and I just can't do anything correctly. A lot of people like to laugh, gawk, and make jokes about it behind my back and a lot of others just feel sorry for me. Well FUCK THEM. They can eat shit and die because they have no idea who I am or what I'm going through being human. I'm extremely short and skinny and people mistreat me for this too; at my job, everyone else gets away with slacking off while I have to work double-time to make up for it... and I still get paid the same amount. Women especially treat me like garbage because of my height and thin physique. At least they have some sort of code of chivalry... people are expected to be chivalrous towards almost all of them no matter what and men have no code for that, meaning it's open season on people like me. I'd work out or whatever, but I have a problem with my right arm and shoulder blade and it feels very stiff because of relapses from a fractured collar bone I got in a car accident. I know a lot of this sounds like a molehill to some of you out there... yeah; if you're not the victim. I feel like I'm trapped in prison which is my frail, weak, stupid body and no matter what I do ends up in failure no matter if I try to succeed for fun or for crucial reasons or it's for the sake of self or anyone else. That's ok... I'm eventually planning on going to some foreign country, writing my suicide letter abstaining my family and friends from the blame, my will, and jumping off a skyscraper; they likely wouldn't care about some dead gaijin anyways. Gonna cease this joke of an existence... I'm just waiting for a time where I'm not too much of a pussy to do it.

I could go on all night... but what's the point when in the end it makes no difference anyways, just like the nature of the universe? I can't wait to fade away into oblivion only to be a forgotten memory caught in an endless sea never to be even imprinted into the memory of this realm of existence.


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By anonymous at 25,Jun,10 01:33

Hey don't kill ur self u will just make ur problems worse go get help
By Some_Jerk at 25,Jun,10 16:17

How can my problems in the 3rd dimension get worse if I'm not alive in that realm? Get help... WTF ARE YOU FUCKTARDS TALKING ABOUT WITH THAT? NOBODY FUCKING HELPS WHICH IS WHY I KEEP HAVING THESE PROBLEMS IN THE FIRST PLACE. DUH!

By anonymous at 25,Jun,10 01:34

Haha do u have a tiny penis 2??????
By Some_Jerk at 25,Jun,10 16:19

Yeah... and if you had one it'd be no laughing matter.
By at 03,Jul,10 10:47

Some_Jerk, dont take mind to him.
His needle-dck syndrome is serious. Its all Class A, meaning, Its too small to be considered...a penis...or even THERE for that matter.

Needle-dick syndrome is common in douchbags.
As for me, I'm a demon. Demons are Jerks...Not douchbags.

By anonymous at 25,Jun,10 08:07

Life could be worse. Last week I was wanking off and my hand fell asleep on me!

But seriously, I am not the tallest person in the world. OK, I was the shortest person in my school in my grade level. In spite of that, I was on the varsity track team. I was also on the varsity wrestling team in my weight range.
All people have strengths and weaknesses. Find something that you are really good at and figure out a way to get past your weaknesses. Also, find a way to improve your attitude.
By anonymous at 25,Jun,10 16:23

Oh, sure... blame me and tell me it's my "attitude" just like all those dumbfuck shrinks and brainless conformists used to repeat like a broken record. Dumbasses like you who believe in the fucking fantasy ass fairytales that "everyone is good at something" or "everyone will find true love" or "and God so loved the world that he sent his only begotten son blah blah blah." In case you've been living under a rock, REALITY IS NOT LIKE THAT, It's a lot more harsh and unforgiving. No I'm not fucking good at anything and there's no way you can possibly understand how that feels. GOD YOU PEOPLE ARE ALL SO FUCKING STUPID!
By at 28,Jun,10 21:32

My friend has a face as ugly as a warthog's butt. He married a beautiful young lingerie model. If he could find true love, what happened to you?
By Some_Jerk at 28,Jun,10 23:17

How tall is he?
By at 29,Jun,10 21:19

5'2" tall
(and 4" long- by his measurement)

By anonymous at 25,Jun,10 18:21

Baby needs his bottle. Don't forget to take the safety off when you put it in your mouth.
By Some_Jerk at 26,Jun,10 03:28

dipshit, how do you know if I'm going to use one or not? Eat cock and die.
By at 03,Jul,10 10:53 Fold Up

@Anonym 25th June 17:21.
Aww...Does baby need his DICK to suck on? Yes he does. Oh, don't forget to put the ASS-PLUG on before we make you our bitch in hell, because Ghantor wants that ass...He WILL make it his too.

See you in hell. So I can chase you down and shove this pitchfork up your ass, the way you LOVE it.

By anonymous at 25,Jun,10 22:44


By anonymous at 25,Jun,10 23:03

Some people are born like you and me, your life is heaven compared to mine. Believe it or not i have nothing in the world to care about,I'm short,weak,ugly,stupid,smelly,i got no friends at all, people hate me, my family hates me to the point that they abuse me in all the ways you could thing of, i only have 4 friends and they all make fun of me and abuse me behind my back, i don't have any nice cloth and i can't afford new shoes,people make fun of me and crack jokes behind my backs even if they never talked to me,i jack off everyday like 13 times,My mom scratches my face and every palace in my body including my whole family,i don't know how to do anything on my own even if i try,people make fun of my religion, i can keep going for an hour but it won't help any of you or even me. People like you and me need to be alive so happy people with good lives and shoes can point at them and crack jokes,i tried killing myself a few times but i couldn't put the knife inside my heart because of my fears.
By Some_Jerk at 26,Jun,10 03:34

sounds pretty similar to my situation... at least SOMEONE understands.

By anonymous at 27,Jun,10 05:59


By anonymous at 27,Jun,10 21:19

Lets get the pity party started, lets get the pity party started! Boo Fucking Hoo.....poor meeeee. I have friends that are in wheel chairs and cannot do anything except move their arms. I have a friend with spina bifida that has no chance of ever having a normal life. All three of these people have one thing in common...they are happy. Why? Because they are trying to be happy and they do what they like to do. One of them works a full time job and he's only 21. You chose to be happy or not. You have chosen to pity yourself. I wish I could make you change places with someone like my friends. Then you would have a reason to be a whiney, sorry ass little bitch. FUCK OFF stupid candy ass loser.
By Some_Jerk at 28,Jun,10 23:16

Wow, here's human compassion in action! So, according to you the reason I'm so depressed is because "I'm not trying to be happy" HOW FUCKING ORIGINAL! You talk about your handicapped friends and want me to be in a wheelchair because I hate my life and you want me to see how much worse it can get... wow... You can take your self-righteous wannabe self-help guru nose-in-the-air shit and go fuck yourself in the ear with it.

...also ironic is how you're telling ME to fuck off but you're the dumbshit who replied to this story. It's people like you who helped make me hate this world as much as I do... THANKS! THANKS A FUCKING TON!
By anonymous at 30,Jun,10 17:50

No fuck head. I want you to see that your problems can be solved if you stop crying like a baby and do something about it. I was very suicidal when I was younger. Every day I wanted to die. I set a date to do it if my life didn't change. I stopped feeling sorry for myself. I dumped the shitty friends. I stopped abusing drugs. I CLEANED UP MY LIFE WITH NO HELP. So you can too. And if you were my friend, you would realize what real friends are all about. Good luck, seriously. It gets better. Sorry I was a douche...
By anonymous at 03,Jul,10 04:46 Fold Up

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By anonymous at 29,Jun,10 04:03

why are you still alive??????? put a bullet in your fucking head already
By at 03,Jul,10 10:57

I want you to point your ass in the air and spread your cheeks, Because I just launched a bunch of warheads targeted towards you. Don't worry, It's the way you like it. Just follow my directions. Ass up, Spread, Wait.

Better yet, How bout I put a bullet through your balls? Oh, I think i'd miss because their so small.Too small for them to even be real. I'll also be happy to put a bullet straight up your ass.

See you in Hell.

By anonymous at 29,Jun,10 18:14

You need to grow a pair of balls. My husband lost his leg and his arm in the war. And he doesn't want to kill himself.

By anonymous at 02,Jul,10 05:30

Just fucking do it.
By at 03,Jul,10 11:00

That's EXACTLY what you said to one of my demons when he wanted to ASS-FUCK you. I see you take a liking of dicks up your ass. Get back into the bitch cage and stop escaping...Damn guard, I must fire him.
You, H.Impalement, and the rest of "The Needle-dick Fruitcups" need to stay in your bitch cages where you belong. We'll let you out when we fucking feel like it...

By anonymous at 04,Jul,10 12:44

You need to get help......

By anonymous at 04,Jul,10 12:45

Get help man...

By anonymous at 13,Sep,10 01:44

Hi there, I would like to sincerely suggest to you to REALLY go to a psychiatrist not psychologist(lengthy etc) and get on a good ANTI-depressant ASAP!

Nothing wrong with you, your brain isn't making serotonin and THIS is why you are sad and feel defeated etc all the time.

I WAS in your shoes years ago and I went to a psychiatrist and got on celexa and I feel NORMAL AND NOT DEPRESSED!!!


By at 16,Apr,11 04:02

Wow! Great tihnking! JK

By at 22,Feb,12 14:23

Dear Sufferer, this posting of yours is around 2 years old, and I REALLY hope there were some life improvement for you since.. but I felt compelled to share some thoughts with you anyhow. For once, I was startled by the unexpected beauty of poetic flow of your last sentence. I have this theory about people like you who seem trapped in bad luck to really be the "ugly duckling" within their environment. Unfortunately under these conditions they must work extra hard just to keep breathing. It is my sixth sense that no matter how futile this may seem, it is still WORTH it. Imagine, what if you jump off the building and become a tortured soul for all the eternity??? Isn't the possibility of the scary? So don't be fooled by existential suffering ending at death, it may not. ...ALSO, about the shortness and thinness and that stuff..Listen to this. Well, I married a man shorter and younger than me. He had all sorts of complexes about his physicality.. yet the love we share is trully eternal as we conceived a healthy beautiful child as a result. The point is, when love strikes, the person would love you for who you are, whithout any alterations. I love my husband so much that I can't even look at another man wihout thinking about him. The feeling hasn't changed since I set my eyes on him 8 years ago. I really wish you the same love as I was very fortunate to come across. There ARE people out there who would love to spend their eternity with you!

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