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Posted by anonymous at April 23, 2012
Tags: 2012 April  Attitude  Loneliness

I'm an attractive 24 year old young woman. Growing up I've always been told how easy I'll have it because I'm pretty and smart, and I can do anything I want.. but I feel hopeless. I've never been so depressed and scared in my life. I'm single, I have a handful of "close" friends that I never see anymore.. Everyday I do the same exact thing, I go to work, I go to school, I come home and veg, smoke weed because it's the only thing that ironically keeps me from losing my mind; and I go to counseling. I have the hardest time making friends, I feel as if no one's interested in me, no one ever calls me, no one ever talks to me. I have a few old friends but they're all busy living their lives while I sit and wait for something good to happen to me. I'm constantly depressed and I never have anything to look forward to. When I try to socialize I get easily discouraged, I feel as if people mostly talk to me out of politeness. It's embarrassing knowing I don't even have one girlfriend I can call or go out for a drink with. Sometimes I feel like I live my life through others, and I'm just about to give up. I constantly feel lonely, I'm terrified of my future, I just don't think I'm capable of ever living a "normal" life. ....


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By anonymous at 23,Apr,12 17:17

I'll trade places with you anytime...
The fact you have a job and school puts you in a place for opportunities to meet new friends so idk why you are complaining... NOt to be disrespectful...
let me fill you in a lil bit about my life so you can learn to appreciate what you have...
I'm 6 years older than you, no friends, no job, only have an AA degree in somethin i cannot get a job on, no social life at all except the net and used to be my ex whom emotionally abuse me and takes pleasure in emotionally tormenting me cause he know he is all i have so he really makes me suffer and make sure when he does its when i am at my lowest... i stay home all day in a one bedroom apartment my family and i share and oh yeah no privacy cause i share the bedroom with my sibling, and im the black sheep of the family. The only reason why im still able to smile and actualy live is cause GOD...
so lucky you can see the sun outside and be productive...If i have a job and or school I will be the happiest friends or not... So uhmmm yeah you pretty much have it better...


By anonymous at 23,Apr,12 17:53

my problem is pretty the same/
i know how it is to be surroinded by people and still to feel lonely and to have no friends.i failed to make friends during 5years at univesit although there were people i liked.i just fail in doing it.it scares me because i used to believe that thongs would change at univetsity but time has pased and i.m still trying to coe with the sme problems.


By anonymous at 23,Apr,12 21:50

It sounds to me like all of you have problems with socialising. I have exactly the same problem and at one point in my life felt the same feelings of hopelessness and depression. As it turns out, after 37 years, I found out that I have Aspergers syndrome. That explains why I could never make and maintain relationships, even with my siblings. If it turned out that you suffered from the same condition it would help greatly to see a doctor for a diagnosis and read as much as you can on the subject. Someone with Aspergers actually has a brain that is wired up dirrerently from other people. To feel bad about the way you are if it is a neurological condition, does not make sense. You need to find out why you are having these problems and then seek the appropriate help. PS If you do have Aspergers it is MUCH easier to be friends with other people who have the same condition. They will understand you.


By at 23,Apr,12 23:18

I'm 17, i love you.
Don't give up hope.

First: Keep smoking that herb. Ease your mind.

Second: Use that herb to do what it does best, reveal truth;
Figure out what makes you, you. What makes you happy. What kind of life would be ideal for you. Establish morals and a sort of code to try to live your life by, better yourself.

Then start setting small goals so that you can achieve that way of life.

Things may seem hopeless but that's all that negativity building up on you. If you work to better yourself in your own image, not others. You will find happiness. You just have to look for it.


By anonymous at 24,Apr,12 01:44

I know exactly how you feel, i am a 21 year old male pretty attractive myself i am told and my problems are basically identical and my solutions of doing drugs that only work temporarily are similar too. I feel like everyone has someone to turn too but me. I can honestly say i have been depresses for at least 90% of my life because nothing gets better no matter how hard i try. MY parents got divorced when i was young and always had to move and live in bad areas growing up in the ghetto as a caucasion was not easy. By 17 i was kicked out of my moms house and was only able to see her once a month after that. The more im alone the more i think about how shitty life is and how i am going absolutely nowhere fast. I think about all the crazy shit that happens in the world and i write lyrics about it and hopefully as meaningful as they are they can be purposeful to someone because everyday i wake up and go through the day i am reminded what a piece of shit i am and how i don't have any purpose on this planet. I suck at everything i do and people think i am a joke. I have stomach problems like acid reflux everyday and never have an appetitie. I have add and can never concentrate, suffer depression, never get any sleep, i have asthema, bad anxiety never have energy or motivation to do anything. I force myself to do everything i have to do because i like nothing about life. I am methodist but lost touch in religion because it honestly never did anything for me. That shit is just for people who want to believe in something to feel better about themselves, well i got news for you that shit doesnt work because its fake. I wake up feeling like absolute shit everyday for no reason throwing up every morning and yet the only thing that makes me happy are drugs. At this point i feel like the only way i would die happy is on drugs and to overdose because then at least i would feel somewhat decent about myself and have the confidence i was never able to receive in my life.


By at 28,Apr,12 14:31

Don't worry, life will get even worse when you get older. If you feel like a loser at 24, chances are by 44 you will be more of a loser.


By anonymous at 30,Apr,12 11:35

It is just the loneliness tat bothers you, Girl.
Enjoy it for a moment, look for another loner like you, and you may no longer be a loner. Life is not bad at all, is just the empty thoughts and the constant feeling of detachment and desolation that drives us insane. You're normal like everyone else. And we all here with you...


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