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Anxiety and Job

Posted by Useless Man at April 25, 2012
Tags: Anxiety  2012 April  Job

Hey friends.
I have always been a good student but a patient of anxiety and social phobia since childhood.

When I was small I didn't think about it because I didn't know what anxiety is.

In all my engineering time, I kept of and night.
In my 3 year, I got anxiety period, I felt horrified even to go to groceries store.

That continued till the end of college.
How I managed to pass the exams, I cant explain anyone.

After I completed my engineering, my anxiety got a bit low. I kept on studying.
Coz of fear and anxiety, I took a local job instead of good ones coz of anxiety.

I kept on studying.

After 2 years I decided to go to big city for a job, but when I left my current job, I got sad and anxious again and had to take medication !

After getting numb by these medicines, I went to a big city with my mom !
Lol, can u imagine ! I went with my 60+ years old mom while I was a 25 years old young man!

anyways my anxiety got worse and finally after 5 months I gave up the job. In all those 5 months I kept on studying and finally thought that my hard work is paying me.
But unfortunately after 5 months I had to come back to my home.

Now for the last 1 year, I am jobless but still I am studying ! lol

Dont know if I will just keep on studying only in my life and will ever earn a penny out of it.
When my friends are earning 10's of thousand rupees, I am just sitting at my home and eating the food earned by hard work of my bro.

I am dying everyday. Dont know what to do now.
God is unfair with me.


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By anonymous at 26,Apr,12 07:58

Yes, life is hard. However some people have it worse and/or a lower to the hard times. My upbringing was a horror story (as was life in my 20s). I was beaten daily by my step-dad who, along with my mom, we're part of a pernicious cult. My dad is/was a bad alcoholic and a drug dealer and the drugs he dealt weren't soft drugs like pot. He put us all at risk by running afoul of the mafia. I was raped by a friend of my mom's (I'm male) and a year later I was raped again by a Jesuit priest. I was 9. I managed to pull myself up by my bootstraps, go to university (after wring off my parents) and well. But I don't begrudge those who are having a harder time coping. I wasn't left without scars. I have PTSD among other things and it's a daily battle. But I get through it and try and help others in similar circumstances. I guess I'm saying show a little compassion.

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By anonymous at 26,Apr,12 18:43

I feel your pain. I am in almost the same situation as you are, but I'm ten years older. I also suffer from social phobia and anxiety. I tried various medications (Prozac, Clonazepam, Risperdal, and Xanax) prescribed by psychiatrists, but I don't think they helped me at all; they only gave me headaches and made me very sleepy, to the point of sleeping more than 12 hours a day. You are probably very intelligent and hardworking, have you considered starting a business using your computer? Almost no capital is needed. Here are some books and links that could help you get started:

The Millionaire Fastlane by M. J. DeMarco (his forum is also helpful)
Internet Riches by Scott Fox
4 Hour Workweek by Tim Ferriss

Best of luck.
By anonymous at 28,Apr,12 12:15

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By anonymous at 29,Apr,12 13:42

Yes, the titles sound scammy/spammy (so they can compete with other pie-in-the-sky titles and make people buy the books), but the books actually contain practical advice than can help anyone start a business. M.J. De Marco and Scott Fox both started legitimate and successful internet businesses before they wrote any books. Tim Ferriss does have his sketchy side but he also gives some good info. Obviously you need to take what is useful and discard what is useless. You can download the books for FREE through a torrent.

By anonymous at 26,Apr,12 19:34

What matters in life is taking care of your love ones and making sure they know you care about them. Having a great job and making tons of money is great but more often than not it doesn't work out for a majority of the people on earth. Not just you my friend. Find time to go for a jog everyday and do some basic work outs daily. Sit ups, push ups, etc. Being physically fit and healthy will give you some confidence. Just make sure you care for your family and make sure they know you care. That's the important thing. Find happiness else where my friend. Happiness is all around us in many many forms. I wish you happiness.

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