| | Posted by girl at December 8, 2009 |
ma story isnt so bad compared to some ive read here...ive only found this site today...so let me just start by saying, ma mum did knock me bout quite about wen i was little but she stoppd it wen i was like 8...she never hit me with chairs o nothing...just belts and her hands....i was in care after my parents found out i did something, they decided to punish me and went a bit too far....im back home now....ma first bf...i was wid him for bout 3years...i loved him like soooo much but he cheated on me and then patronised me so id think he's faithful but one day i just decided i ddnt want to be patronised....but then this summer...i met someone and he was perfect...practically perfect but wait he doesnt live in the same country as me....we met up in my city and had a gud tym and then i went to see him as i felt like i ought to pay back the favour and it was the best week of my life...it was just great but now he doesnt seem to have time for me and hes forgotten about my existence...he's got swine flu but i dont even know if dats just another xcuse for him to not talk to me
wat should i do??? i think m in love with this dude!!!! |
| | Posted by anonymous at December 7, 2009 |
ok here s the thing...I broke up with my bf...
i know some ppl will hate me cause im writing for something stupid as love is but i know many people has worst problems and i respect that... i just wanna describe how I feel...
E M P T Y
i dont know what to do anymore...
he is so jealous still even one month of break up but he doenst want to come back with me
he cheated me
he lied to me
yeah i know im a moran becouse i dated him and i still want him after all he is done...
how stupid can I be..???
but damn i missed him So much... i love the way he was holding me...i was feeling secure.... and thats a feeling i dont feel lately....
his smile
his attitude
everything...
Love sucks ...like life... |
| | Posted by no name at December 7, 2009 |
well its just one of these days
my day is crap and the i come to this page and im getting worst cause i know some ppl have so many problems than me but im still feeling crap...
I mean im fighting so damn hard for a better tomorrow and sometimes the only thing i wanna do is to give up... give up this fucking world and wait mt time to die....
Creepy ??
yeah i guess...
but sometimes i wish things werent so painful...i cty every day...
im not gonna tell my problems .... its just someone please tell me thats its good to fight for yourself... to go forward and never give up... to give me a good reason...
if here no ones knows a good reason them Im done... |
| | Posted by Roman at December 7, 2009 |
I had the worse day of my life EVER. Around 9 pm i finisshed my shift. Me and my body bought MG's. We decided to "hang out" at the park. The police enforcement ended up citeing me for possesion of alcohol beverage.Im 20 years old, 2 months away from my birthday and im about to get FUCKED by the law. This type of charge is misdemeneor unless i get a lawyer i try to fight for it.
Im full time student and a full time security guard... hmm now i gotta to spend some money on my lawyer and my ticket...m-xman to mee!!!!!!! |
| | Posted by hate life at December 6, 2009 |
Life sucks. I hate my job. I hate my bf he's so uncaring and self centered. I lost the best dog ever this past summer. My hair got screwed up when I young. I lost the best bf who I really loved in high school. I've put on an enormous amount of weight. All of my friends have kids and so we don't do fun stuff like hang out anymore. I wish someone warned me life would be very boring when you got older. Geez. I guess life can only go downhill from here. Seriously I wish I was just never born; I'd be better off for real! |
| | Posted by person at December 4, 2009 |
My mom makes me mad like any other mom does some times you get really mad at your mom and dont know what to do sometimes and dont see how she can be like that. but today december 4 2009
my mom sent me over the edge. So the first guy EVER asked me out of corse i said yes he was the guy iv had a cruch on for like a long time. and so i came home and told my mom where i was going she said no
I didnt understand why not its not like i was grounded or the guy was bad or anything the guy i had a crush on had a clean rep perfect friends nice guy and she knew that. so im like what the heck
Now every time i bring it up she yells at me. because of her im ganna miss my first date. thanks mom
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| | Posted by anonymous at December 4, 2009 |
This is the story of why my life sucks. Please understand that I realize that my life could be so much worse and I know that there are people in this world who are going through things much worse than I am. This is pretty much just a way for me to vent my feelings right now.
I found out in October that I was pregnant. I have been wanting to be a mom for a very long time. It wasn't a planned pregnancy, but we ( my b/f and I) were very excited. We were hoping for a little boy.
A week ago, I started to have some complications that threatened the pregnancy so I had an early ultrasound done. I was supposed to be 9 weeks pregnant but the measurements on the u/s showed only 6 weeks. Also it showed that I had been pregnant with twins but lost one of them. This was hard to deal with, but I felt better knowing that one baby was still alive and had a heartbeat.
Along came Thanksgiving... probably a day that will be hard to enjoy for a few years. I started to miscarry the other fetus in the morning. I knew it was happening. I was in denial. I bled for 4 days before I went to get an ultrasound. On the screen where a heartbeat used to be, there was no more. The next day I had a D&C.
Now all I seem to think about is loosing my two children and everywhere I go I see pregnant women and babies and it makes me so sad. I cry myself to sleep every night. Nothing that people say helps because they havn't been where I am right now. So... yea... my life sucks and its not fair and that's about it. |
| | Posted by anonymous at December 3, 2009 |
First of all: I'm sorry, if I make grammar mistakes (my native language isn't English) and I'm sorry, that you have to read my complainings.
I know that lots of people have more horrible life than I do, but not everybody's life is that bad.
I'll start from the beginning. When I was 3 years old, I got beated up by my mom for every thing I made. It is like that even now. She has strangled me for several times and every day she says how she hates me and it would be better for everyone, if I would just die. I totally agree with her.
I don't have any friends. Wherever I'm going somewhere, nobody doesn't like me. Well, I'm from a poor family, maybe thats why.
My mom has been unemployed almost all my life. This summer our (mine and my sister's) dad left us, because he sayd that he loves other woman. Of course my mom beated me up even more after that. Our dad didn't give us any money, so we were almost on the streets. Then my mom got a job. Her net wages per month were only 500 dollars. My mom didn't eat almost anything, so she was like starting to "die". It really doesn't feel good, if you have to see, that someone dear to you is dying.
Just a week ago my mom was fired. I don't know, how are we going to survive.
I don't drink alcohol, smoke or do something like that. I know, that it wouldn't help.
Write comments about how I made this all up, and I have one more reason to wish to not live. |
| | Posted by anonymous at December 2, 2009 |
Remember, no matter how hard the situation is right now, it is not permanent.
And also, no matter how worse off you are right now, or no matter how good someone feels at the moment... we will all die some day .. so nothing really matters...
This life is an illusion and the afterlife is the real life. Stop worrying about this life so much because there is a higher power who controls you in every way. |
| | Posted by SSA at December 2, 2009 |
I used to think about the fact that life suck a lot fo time... It seems that nothing is going right in my life. I feel empty, that's the main reason. I feel alone and I have no one to stand up to me. I feel like a stain in the world, it's like I'm good at nothing at all.
I'm always at a second plan in everything... Even my best friend of all time put me in second, or 10th plan, because she get a boyfriend... She was my super best friend, the one I could trust to, but she left me, and now I feel totaly forsaken, helpless..
Now professionaly, I don't have a objective... I'm in the university and I have no ideia what I'm doing in there, in that course.. I really have no points in my life righ now... Besides, my father wants me to be a success girl, he wanted me to be a lawyer or doctor, but I don't want it... And the more I would like to please my father, the more I fail...
I feel no support, I feel so empty, with no friends, with no aims at nothing...
I hope it go away faster...
Sorry for the bad english, I'm portuguse, so... |
| | Posted by Anderson at December 2, 2009 |
I work in a call center full time and go to school full time. I want to be a nurse. Male nurse / Murse. I have no money to pay my bills... My car may get repossessed if i dont make a payment soon. I am hungry and tired. My teachers give out way too much homework than whats nessasary for the class. I work, get yelled by customers because they didnt get to watch American Idol last night when the cable service went down. I work in tech support for a cable company. Since it is a call center every action you do is monitored and timed. They constantly remind the employee's that we are nothing without them and they remind us constantly how we should think. Customers are never right, dumb mouth breathers who cant change inputs on a HDTV. I go to a cumminty college where the teachers are just terrible. They give out crap tons of homework that takes away all of my time and sleep. I'm getting B's and C's because i am just to damn tired after work and homework to study for test and exams. I need a high GPA to make into med school, but im not metting that right now. It may sound not so bad to others, but it really is bad to me. I hate my family... They are disgusting, rude and just downright incapable of critical thinking when it comes down to it. My mom is a raging bitch who cares nothing for me only that i make my car payments on time since she is co-signed on it. She has no clue what supporting your child means. My father died of heart attck when i was 15. My mom didnt shed a single tear. I hate my job but i cant find a new one cause of the economy. I am also constantly reminded on tv news about so called "change." Nothing is changing, except for my health. I am getting fat and out of shape because i have no money for healthy food and dont have time to get to the gym. I am seriously hanging on by a thread. My motivation to be happy is gone. |
| | Posted by i hate my life at December 2, 2009 |
where to start, my mom has cancer, my dad is a violent alcoholic ass, i bust my ass off working full time and going to university because my parents will not give me money and i dont qualify for a student loan because my prick dad makes too much money. I live paycheck to paycheck, not even making enough money to live, i eat every 2 or 3 days because i have no money to eat, m credit card is maxed out, work is slow and i make minimum wage. I hate my job, all of the people there are drama queens and act like we live in laguna beach, it is so bad the gosssip and backstabbing that i dread even going in. Im in love with my best friend and she has no clue. I got a new job the other day promised to make 60k a year to start and the company turned out to be a scam. My younger brother is a coke head and has stolen thousands of dollars woth of cash and valuables from me, i never sleep because i work all night, get offf do homework and go to school in the morning, my grades are not good enough to get scholarships because i am so exhauasted from not eating or sleeping enough. one of my best friends was in a car accident on my brothers birthday this year and died on my other brothers birthday. I have no girlfriend, no spare time, no life because i cannot afford to go out, i want to die, what the fuck is the point of living when life is this retarded |
| | Posted by Cr9st9 at December 1, 2009 |
I always saying to my self and to others that everything gonna be ok... things gonna change for the better... now i just cant believe that anymore... I believe that we must fight for what we want but come on... I know i ll never gonna be rich and give to the ppl I love everything they want... i just wish for a better life ,not rich life but more safe that we are now...
I Mean we all have one problem...its called money...
my mun has to do all these exams about everything... need to go to so many doctors but we cant afford about 100 euros in every one...
i was working for 6 months so i will pay for my school and not my parents so i could confort them but things are so fucked up....
My dad is working in 2 jobs, he is barely home and he doesnt pay well... i have a little sister and that means a lot of money and my mun she has to many problems with her healtth...
I am so LOST...
I dont KNOW what to do anymore...
I believe in God but i cant leave all my hopes to Him cause we came to this world to fight on our own... to show what we deserve.... but im so Confused to what to do...
im fighting with my exams, i m still working and i barely have time...
I want to fight and not give up but sometimes i think ...why am I doing all these... why am I fighting for???
I know many of u have many or worst problems and I feel sorry for u... i just wanted to share this with someone...
bye... |
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