LIFE SUCKS : 2010 September

Everybody Has a Breaking Point.

I think I hit mine. I'm not looking to get other people's sympathy or rack up suckage points. I'm here to express myself. I was severely abused as a child and as a result isolate myself. I am very lonely, but am too afraid to make friends. I am trying to go to college, but neither my mom nor her boyfriend support me. I found out I can't trust them today because they broke into my room when I was gone. I go to school everyday to learn, but instead wish all day that I could be sociable or have freinds like everybody else. I'm 18, a senior in high school, and my life just plain sucks. It might not seem that way to most, but to each his own. Everybody has different breaking points, whether you be a mother whose son is dying of cancer and condescends on young people's despair, or a teenager like me. And I think I've hit mine between a really big rock and a very hard place. Stress is killing me between my job and high school, and each day I lose a little more motivation to be a psychiatrist. I'm capable, but not inspired. I have no friends to support me, and most people just write me off as some drug addict because of my long hair. Maybe I should turn to them. At least it would give my life meaning again.

true story

just because life gives up on you, doesn't mean you have to give up on life. people please rejoice and realize that no one cares about your problems. stop moping and just persevere. this world is about to go through such cataclysmic disasters and war if we can't change our own ways. all i ask is that no one gives up and that all the people out there that are to stubborn to realize that we are killing this world. I am so disturbed at what i see every day. the racism, the fighting, the hate, we need to please just all get along. i know times are hard but there is no need for the war and death. we are slowly repeating history and i don't wanna see my loved ones die for a useless war. i don't have a sob story. I'm 15, I'm on probation for truancy, assault, and my addiction. i used to be a loser and an outcast. but now i have a beautiful girl to love and care for and motivate me to stay clean. i use to flunk school but now i have great grades and i'm slowly keeping up with life. i want to have kids when i'm financially stable, but i don't want them to grow up in a world like this. please we need everyone's help please.

i hate my life too

wow i love how hopeless i can be but i hate it at the same time. the more i try the harder life puts it in my ass. the people that i love the most hurt me the most. i can never seem to escape this yearning desire to be happy. it totally sucks most of the time. i really want to feel like there is a fucking purpose to anything but i cant find one. i really want to feel a connection with someone before the connection takes another nose dive from 30,000 feet. I dont suck but i feel like i do almost always. i just really dont care for much of anything. i fall in love too easy. i'm generally mean because i feel if i'm not than i'm not doing something right. i dont like messing with other peoples experiences so i like to be alone, keep my bull to myself so as not to infect the rest of the population with my idealistic self centered egotistical bull shit. i care about people so i stay away from them as much as possible. i've been destroyed by the same woman for four years (married her 5 months ago) after i sat in jail for a 9 month stit just one month prior. in the first two months she cheated on me twice. threatened to call the cops like 50,000,000 fucking times cause i'm i dick head (apparently the cops have a vested interest in pissy people). she's been moving in and out for the past couple months dating other guys telling me everday how much she hates me and just pretty much anything to make me feel like a shit-terd low life everytime we speak. has done basically everything in her power to end the marriage. beating me around (i'm the husband) i dont hit women anymore why cause its illegal not because i think its wrong. i would never hit a woman again cause nothing is worth spending 1 hour in jail.. so now i'm on to being a male whore letting someone else raise my kids and staring a new life.

Miserable LIfe

I grew up Poor, My parents divorced when i was 6 when i was 19 my dad had a massive heartattack inside 7 Eleven and died. A few months later my favorite Granny was diagnosed with cancer and died a couple months later. 9 months later my step dad found out he had Brain cancer and died 4 months later about a year and a half later my mom found out she had cancer i took care of her for 8 months until she passed away. My twin sister couldnt handle the pain and got into drugs and disappeared i heard she was living in a car..I got married to a very abusive man who beat the crap out of me all the time and cheated on me from day 1! I had a son when i was 17 and pretty much missed out on my entire childhood prom, school dating...etc..
My husband was from a small Island and we ended up moving there after i had another baby once there i discovered my husband was living a double life and was engaged to a flight attendant who lived on the island, needless to say i left him and suffered greatly no family or friends on a very expensive island i started dating a gangster for the excitment and he used me. My aunt who was like a mother to me and raised me got really sick i had no money for a ticket to go home and see her or help in anyway...she ended up dying in the middle of the night all alone....I have felt guilty ever since...I divorced my husband still stuck on this island i again was living very poor lost tons of weight. I met a man who i started dating, soon after he lost his job i stuck by him and he still is not working or cant help me in anyway. Now i am living poor again on a boring expensive Island with no family or friends and no money struggling in an unfufilling relationship that i dont have the heart to get out of....I've never done anything my kids always come first i am 33 and bought my first laptop and i have never even been in a Limo or had any kind of exciting life whatsoever....Now tell me does my life suck???

27/9

My life sucks so much right now. I'm in love with 27/9 and I don't know what to do with the feelings that I'm carrying around with me. It started all with 27/9 calling me that one time. Then from that one time 27/9 started to call more often and after that call there was one after that and another after that and since that first call 27/9 hasn't stopped. I don't know what to do now because from talking on the phone so much I have developed these feelings that's just pulling me down, all that is in my mind is 27/9. And I know that nothing will ever happen, EVER. And that's the sad thing. I'm so confused my heart hurts and my head is only filled with 27/9. 27/9 what are you doing to me? What am I to do? I've fallen for you, full-on hardcore. Sigh... I should've been more careful and watched myself but instead i just let myself fall further and further in love. Now I'm too in LOVE.
"27/9 I FREAKEN LOVE YOU" I wish I could tell you that but instead I'm typing it online. The chances of you reading this is a billion to one but I'm posting it anyway. I doubt it will ever go up on the site but if there is the slightest chance that it might then I pray that it does.

can't find my way back

I'm 15, my life sucks because I'm on probation. the real reason comes from my family. they fight constantly and then a get accused of something that i didn't even know about. my "uncle" is really pissing me off. I'm a mixed martial arts fighter and he just doesn't understand how bad i could really hurt him. I want to move in with my girlfriend more than anything. I have perfect grades and am very responsible for my age. i have a job waiting for me with my girlfriend and she is the valedictorian and president of the whole junior grade. she could help with my school. but i don't know how to get my probation transferred so that i can live with her and her parents and little sister. I would have a great if not perfect life with her. i just need a little advice. i just want to be happy. this world is crazy we need to look at the quote "when the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world will know peace"..

Paradise isnt all its cracked up to be

so yea if you havent heard of a lil shit rock 90 miles from cuba called key west you've been doing great already this town sucks youre motivation and determination right out of your soul via the shitty way people treat each other our (bullshit)"motto" is One Human Family well i guess it doesnt specify if its dysfunctional now does it so yea been stuck in a vacation destination with a need for vacation for 7 years when the oppurtunity came to i jumped at it upon reaching the outside world i remembered that there are good people out there and real friends dont talk bad about you then when they see you act like youre their bestie but wait theres more its not just the people i belive this town employs gremlins to do dirty work after revisiting reality and awaking from the horrible delusion of it here in the keys i made the decision in my gut to leave and everything fell to shit as if here is a magic lynchpin on life something just pulled out from under me my friends for 7 years turn thir back on me for trying to do more than spin the wheels of life in the sand oh did i mention they were also roommates so if you put 2 and 2 together im fucked now homeless and the aforementioned gremlins plauge my car weekly with a new and exciting part going wrong the job i had was taken from me by a charlie brown lookin white boy on a power trip so yea i went from a nice house with a good job and a solid vehicle to a jobless homeless walker of the streets whos "loving" family thinks it an inc...

Life is so joyess

I am a 21 year old woman from England.

I am writing this because I seriously need to vent, I can't really talk to friends and family about this stuff because they aren't really interested, people love you when you're happy and dissapear when you're sad right?

My whole issues stem from my Dad, I call him Richard now, as Dad doesn't seem like an appropriate title for him.
He is the most spiteful, paranoid, horrible and selfish person I have ever known.

He never bothered with me, only spoke to me when he wanted to slag off other members of my family, and constantly accussed me of trying to speak to him when I wanted presents for Birthday's and Christmas, (fat joke, that lazy twat wouldn't have gotten me anything anyway!) I have gieven him so many chances, hoping he@ll change, then one day I got a message from him telling me that he never wants tos peak to me again, that I was a disgrace and that if i tried to contact him he would have me arressted for harrassment, this all stemmed from a facebook status where I put "Epic Bus driver going so fast he's missed all the stops" to which my friend commented "bus drivers are so miserable", (he used to be one until he was fired for running someone over on purpose and for kidnapping the passangers and driving at top speed through Basingstoke laughing his head off and scaring them all) took offence to her and called her names I would never even write on this page, they are so disgusting, I asked...

WELL, BEING NUTS SUCKS

SIMPLY PUT: BEING INSANE SUCKS. ALL YOU PEOPLE GOING THROUGH STUFF DON'T REALISE HOW IT WILL AFFECT YOU AS ADULTS. THAT'S WHY YOU NEED TO MAKE A CHANGE NOW, NOT LATER. THE LONGER YOU STAY IN THE SITUATION, THE LONGER THE DAMAGE WILL PREVAIL INTO YOUR ADULTHOOD. DON'T MASK YOUR PAIN WITH DRUGS AND ALCOHOL. IT MAY SUCK, BUT YOU HAVE TO FIND SOME WAY OR THING THAT MAKES YOU FEEL AS IF YOU HAVE SOME KIND OF WORTH IN THIS WORLD. THAT'S ALL I HAVE TO SAY.

Shit happens if you let it! Or the Fates have screwed it up!

Hi everyone,

first of all I can't say that my life sucks, sure enough there are black rainy days but I am alive and kicking, have no major illnesses, thank god my good for nothing dad left us and my family is more or less normal. I speak six languages fluently (some self taught), have a Bachelor's degree and my life is in my own hands and I can twist or change it any day I want to. So peeps, just wanted to say...whatever the hell happens, wherever you are shit is not that bad. Get away from the thinsg you know are hurting you and/or deemeaning you and suck it up...LIFE IS TOUGH, I agree with that. You have to make yourself happy first and then be able to make others happy. FUCK EVERYTHING ELSE. I WISH TRULY, SINCERELY EVERYONE THE BEST IN THEIR LIVES!! good luck people and make good use of the little time we have on Earth!
CHEERS!

Today really sucks

When I finally thought I was going to be ok financially, a big accomplishment for a single mother of three, I have unexpected medical bills and a car repair that have drained my savings account and my boss is six weeks behind on my paycheck. I just got my mortgage up to date, but now my checking account is $3000 overdrawn when the last automatic payment went through. I can handle alot of shit, but I can't handle the worry over money. It makes me want to eat really unhealthy food. I guess it's a substitute for alcohol! At least all my utilities are still on and it's warm enough that I don't have to turn on the heat.

fuck existence

I am a 23 year father of 3 I live in small town in TN and I don't give a fuck anymore I'm dead broke pay huge amount in child support there's no chance of me and my ex working out so looks like I'm broke for the rest of my meaningless dayz oh I have a criminal record so can't get even a fuckn restaurant job I wrk at fuckn krystal did I mention I'm broke? I wake up everyday just hate myself want to end it all but to afraid of death but life wats the point?

i tried to hang myself twice this week... but im too much of a pussy to finish the job... somtimes i want to dart out in the middle of traffic but i dont want to hurt anyone else.... i keep a bottle of tylenol at the side of my bed in hopes that when get drunk enough one night that i will lose all inhabitions and just fuckin do it already... i drink every night.. i pray that god will strike me dead or saten or any other being or non being that put me here removes me.. i find nothing good about this place...people suck.. even you thats reading this...especially me.. im so sad and lonely... i dont want to wake up tomorrow..

Okay, first of all none of you guys should really be reading this because truth be told, my life doesn't suck that. It really doesn't. It could suck so so so so so so so much more. I just sort of want to write down my suckish feelings today and I happened to find this convenient website. I know some of you guys with WAY WAY WAY WAY WAY WAY worse lives will be really annoyed at me for saying this stuff so please don't even pay attention to what I'm saying; I just really wanted to write something down.

Well, okay so I happen to go to this incredibly rich and white school where 99% of the population is incredibly fashionable and the other 1% are considered losers and whatnot. My family isn't rich, we are just pretty average so I always feel horrible when I spend lots of money buying clothes and trying not to be a loser. I have like 7 really close friends and like maybe 15-20 acquaintances (but they aren't all from that school). I know that sounds like a lot, but you would not BELIEVE how popular the people here are. They all have like 16 close friends and 100 acquaintances. I am NOT joking or exaggerating in any way. 90% of the girls at our school have over 500 friends on facebook, if that says anything. So basically, I'm actually a loserish/average person at our school. I so wish I could be a more outgoing and less awkward person. My parents are also incredibly smart and put all this pressure on me to do good in school and win tons of awards. I can't even keep tra...

fuck life

my life sucks i got anger issues and depression and my family doesnt do shit about anythin all they care about is my siblings. my siblings tell me what to do and make me do all there things sometimes i wanna tell them to go fuck off and i wanna be adopted right now

School problems

I hate coming to school.. I just wish all these people would leave me ALONE !! I hate them they hate me big suprise. Just today a boy spit on me and said "F#ck u" and a girl I have 6 classes with me ALWAYS bumps into me and pushed me onto the floor what is worth living for?? I have friends who ignore me...etc.

Life Is Shit

No one cares... critisisem is a society norm. I Hate life because No one likes me. and i don't even think i like myself. i should kill myself.

I hate my life

I'll be honest, compared to many of these other tragic stories my may seem insignificant. But the simplicity is in "I" hate my life. I am 18 and my parents are very successful. I go to a good college and probably will make loads of money with my family's connections. But none of that means shit to me. I am alone. No one i have ever met can relate to me. I can relate them, but never the opposite way. I have taught myself how to conform for society, how to behave in front of my parent's friends, how to impress nearly anyone. they look and say "well isn't that a great young man." But they don't know me. not the real me. the real me has been dead for years.

change

wow i've been reading all of these pples storied of how their lives suck and i dnt rlly know wat to say now...i typed in life sucks on google to see wat would come up cuz i've been depressed for a while now..im 15 yrs old..if i had one wish it would be for happiness...some pple would wish for money or fame or stuff like that but wats better then being happy? life does suck but i've heard it gets better...im only 15 but i keep living becuz i know eventually things are gonna get better...for all of us..maybe it dsnt seem that way rite now but it will..i've heard that pretty much everyone gets depressed one point or another in their lives and we just have to tough it out..thats the real definition for strength..we just keep going no matter wat..becuz giving up or dying or running away wnt take away the depression it'll just change the situation..we just have to have faith and hope...and all of us on this page can make it through..

life sucks

no one loves me. i don't have any friends. im both lazy and shy. im not gonna achieve anything. bye