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Posted by Traz at June 3, 2012
Tags: 2012 June  Loneliness

So.. it has come, I have fell into complete insanity..I do not even know what to say, My mind has fallen into a deep despondent mental abyss. words just cannot explain. HAha I cant help but to laugh, If I didnt learn to laugh at my pain how could I survive? but who am I? or who are we? Is this a dream? I cant say I know anymore.. I have been hit. not by financial things or "what could've been" situations but by loneliness in the mind. if you "think" you can understand, or "largehearted" to try...Know this you cant. The way I see world is on another level only because of this mental sadness that has been with me for so many years. sorry to say but, Our minds are worlds apart. and no matter how hard you try, you lose yourself within your own thoughts and suffer because of that that futile attempt. I will watch you die inside, tryin to save me? someone who has is already gone. Gahh, The pain is tremendous. I cut myself to try to get my off of these thoughts but I feel nothing.. The Agony that lies inside my mind just seems to overwhelm my physical pain. then my emotions? these feelings? are only fed to my mind which only make it worst. Killing me slowly. I smoke cigarettes in hope of cancer. let me die breathless, then watch my mind melt into a puddle that can fall into the drain of madness...and thats where I'll rest. with nothing to look forward to but despair and emptiness...Im 17 with a dying soul. Ha I even Have gray hair! but through all this I continue to live. fearing to seems my mind takes over then... I only can stand for so long without my legs fallen asleep, then how can I stand?


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By rep weiner at 06,Jun,12 17:50

stop being so fucking dramatic. it's just teen hormones. if you really got cancer you'd be shitting yourself from terror. dry up already.
By anonymous at 06,Jun,12 19:35

Dude shut the fuck up I'm over the adult "you're just a teenager your problems don't matter." The fact is if you are an intelligent person you can tell when your problems are superficial or deep. You don't need experience when you've read enough to know that there are patterns that arise in the human condition which forsake others and gratify the more fortunate in our society.
By rep weiner at 06,Jun,12 22:51

I didn't say your problems don't matter. I'm saying you don't have problems. You're a teenager so your parents are paying for you. So you have the time to sit around and feel sorry for yourself..... Oh you poor tortured soul. lmao. Wait another 20 years when you've got a mortgage and a job you hate and a wife and kids who act like your only purpose in life is to pay the bills. When your hair is falling out and you can hardly bend over to tie your shoes cause your gut is so big. You won't feel so fucking superior then you little prick.
By anonymous at 09,Jun,12 22:52

I will because I have my intellect.

By anonymous at 06,Jun,12 19:41

Its alright I'm 18 and I am practically an alcoholic. Happiness is fleeting for me the things in this world that maid me happy and that make me happy are gone or are for just minutes. I am in a constant state of depression and it blows. I'm just really good at putting on this face acting extroverted so that people don't think there is anything wrong with me. Its like that Who song "no one knows what its like behind blue eyes." I am alone in a see of ignorant happiness induced by a materialistic superfical society.
By Jesi the artist at 06,Jun,12 20:53

Read my entry below. It applies for you as well as many other wonderful young people on this page! I'm not some freaky do-goody goody either. I'm just an artist who has been where you are and can tell you it does get better - it really, really will. Again, go celebrate yourself by doing something completely stupid and fun that is just for you and no one else. After all, you're fucking worth it!
By anonymous at 06,Jun,12 21:26

I hope your right thank you.
By anonymous at 08,Jun,12 20:24

It's "you're".
By anonymous at 08,Jun,12 20:41

Wow thank you grammar Nazi.
By anonymous at 10,Jun,12 11:16

YOU'RE welcome, fucktard.
By anonymous at 11,Jun,12 04:10

Hey, go fuck YOURSELF.

By at 07,Jun,12 08:09

Your either gay, emo or goth or somethign like that ,or probably just a whiny little bitch.
If you're so lonely go get a life, socialize or something.
If you're too shy to speak to strangers then use the internet to socialize. Just don't type this gay ass post again plz...
By anonymous at 07,Jun,12 16:00

Hahahahaha :-)
By anonymous at 08,Jun,12 11:53 Fold Up

Oh Dood, don't you understand? He is so far above the rest of us mortals, how can he socialize with us? He's 17 with a dying soul! gahhhh!!!!!! lmfao
By anonymous at 09,Jun,12 01:31

Most humans don't deserve contact from true thoughtful and intellectual individuals.

By anonymous at 07,Jun,12 22:22

I mean did you go back and read your story before you posted it. None of it doesn't make any sense. What the hell advice could anyone give you here. The story sounded like a douche wrote it.

By Jesi the art ass at 08,Jun,12 02:32

You sound like a gay idiot. Stop fucking crying over things. Go get fucked up your ass. Go find som cuck with your name on it. Go get drunk and let a whole lot of guys have their turn.
By anonymous at 08,Jun,12 03:02

You're pathetic.
By anonymous at 08,Jun,12 03:47 Fold Up

I think yo spell cock C O C K dumb ass he isn't gay he's pissed because he has to be around idiots like you.
By anonymous at 08,Jun,12 11:56 Fold Up

DAYUM Jesi! You sho changed yo tune. Looks like you dont be so nice atter all.
By anonymous at 10,Jun,12 11:26

She re-read his post.
By anonymous at 09,Jun,12 07:12 Fold Up

Did anyone pay any attention to the name "Jesi the art ass" lmao you are FUCKING genius for coming up with that name NOT.!! Your obviously an ass ur rip of name shows it!!! & the spelling is completely different also looks like an incompetent fool wrote the comment. SOME* COCK* simple words my friend a five year old could spell those better than u without any schooling. If anyone sounds like an idiot witch I'm not surprised u can spell that because everyone knows how to spell their name it's you most definitely you.(:
By anonymous at 09,Jun,12 22:50

I believe you mean which not "witch", and you not "u".
By anonymous at 10,Jun,12 11:22

Also "you're" not your.
By anonymous at 11,Jun,12 04:14

Hey you're guy go fuck YOURself.
By anonymous at 12,Jun,12 17:14

And he's trying to tell off someone and he's the one can't fucking spell.

By anonymous at 09,Jun,12 04:45

Jesus can help you.
By anonymous at 09,Jun,12 05:42

By anonymous at 10,Jun,12 11:24

Pray to God to help you stop being a little prick. He will help you.
By anonymous at 11,Jun,12 04:12

Hey pray to god you don't get raped by your minister at church.

By anonymous at 10,Jun,12 09:37

Hey, I used to feel that way when I was 17, now I'm 31. I was obsessed with suicidal thoughts but never went through with them. Now I enjoy living, so I'm glad I didn't go through with my plans.
Try to use these times to reflect about yourself, the world and your ideas. Do something creative, write poetry, music or sketch. Observe, imagine. These times are useful and necessary, just grit your teeth, wield that iron will of yours and ride it through. These times mean you are an empathetic, thoughtful person and a lot of people appreciate that.

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By anonymous at 19,Aug,12 23:15

What treatment is there for severe depression and severe mental illness? This just illustrates to me what a fucked up world this is and why my religious faith is weakened. How do you explain evil? How do you explain suffering? How do you explain a God who allows eons of evil and suffering in the world? I know what its like to be severely depressed mentally ill mentally tormented and intensely lonely. Ive been suffering like this for the last 29 fucking years. And I have been suffering from horrific nightmares for almost 22 years nearly every time I sleep. This world and all of history and prehistory is a fucking nightmare and a fucking horror movie. My life is a dead end.

By anonymous at 21,Aug,12 20:29

I continue. Fuck girls and women. God forgot to give them a heart. Evil scum describes them. I hate all of you fucking sluts.

By anonymous at 01,Sep,12 17:25

and my final comment to all of you who harassed me is FUCK YOU ASSHOLES.

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