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Whats wrong with just ending it all

Posted by juice at June 12, 2012
Tags: 2012 June  Philosophical

There was a time when I was so depressed that I was contemplating suicide. But people always tell you, that you're supposed to stay strong. You're supposed to fight the circumstances and never give up. But who and what are we trying to prove by living in depression. I don't know if I am out of depression yet because I used to be an outgoing guy who was always the life of the party and who always had fun, but I don't like to talk much anymore. I am always a silent guy who is often a source of uncomfortable silences. My friends tell me that I have changed. My parents think that I have no guile and that it would be difficult for me to survive in this world. But I don't think my condition is still bad enough for me to commit suicide. But I can't rule out the possibility that things could get worse and there might come a time when suicide might appear to be the only way out. But if you think that suicide should never be an option, I just wanna ask you, "why?". Why should it not be an option? Its my way of saying that I have had enough and I don't wanna take shit anymore. What differnce does it make whether I live or die? The only purpose to life that I see is to seek happiness, and to feel good, and it sounds totally stupid to me. What difference does it make if I forsake the possible happiness that I might get in the future, by ending my life today? Atleast my misery would end. I don't see any higher purpose to life, and I don't give a damn if I am offered happiness in the future. What difference does it make??


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By Cursed at 21,Jun,12 11:50

I'll tell you why you shouldn't kill yourself- BECAUSE. Because in the future, from this day forward, there could be a new beginning. There's a lonely old man sitting in a rocking chair at the county home you could visit. Because there is an unwanted puppy at the shelter you could adopt. Because there are multitudes of children without mothers, fathers, brothers, sisters, lonely, bored, and looking for a mentor. Dude- life isn't that bad. Many have it worse.

By anonymous at 21,Jun,12 12:28

Just have some fun. Who's stopping you from being the life of the party now??

By anonymous at 21,Jun,12 16:21

One time I dided accidentally in a tragic and ironic three wheeled bike accident where I was ran over by another three wheel bike by some old lady. I got up and was like HEY YOU FUCKING OLD BAG OF SHIT YOU JUST RAN OVER ME!!! , and then she fell over and started seizing up so I gave her cpr but it gave me a heart attack....anyway, I was all of a sudden really warm, and then this wierd tall guy comes up and he's like all gragelly voiced like "WeeLLCOmm to HELLLLLLL gargel gargely blarrghhh!! and then I was like "hey yu must be satan and you look like a fucking retarded goat boy you needle prick bug fucker!" and then I kicked him so hard in the needle prick ballsack that he barfed up 3 1/2 souls. After that some small demon like butterfly of the devil flew up and told me that it wasn't my time and someone made a mistake, so then I was back in my body laying next to the old hag who ran me over on her thee wheel bike.

So, unless you want to meet up with the devil, don't commit suicide. Still...not a bad idea for someone as fucking stupid as you.
By anonymous at 22,Jun,12 05:39

"So, unless you want to meet up with the devil, don't commit suicide. Still...not a bad idea for someone as fucking stupid as you."

That part should be deleted. Besides, people have feelings and that was rather uncalled for.
By broken at 22,Jun,12 07:26 Fold Up

Oh man the greats posts keep coming tonight

By anonymous at 21,Jun,12 20:45

I totally agree with you. My life is hell. I don't see why people make such a big deal Out of suicide. It's our right to do what we want. Even if we just want to be nonexistent.

By anonymous at 25,Jun,12 15:03

At least people TELL you that life will be bright for you.The rope was given as a present for me after the army service by my so called team mates.

By anonymous at 26,Jun,12 00:55

People say life is precious but I sometimes think its pointless too man. I wouldn't committ suicide because if there's somebody, anybody who cares about you (and sometimes that's hard to see when you're in the heat of self-loathing, trust me, I understand completely) then you may devastate them. Sure, it's not fair for you to live unhappily, but anti-suicide thoughts are so hard-wired into our societies that it's hard to break free and have people understand a bigger purpose to your death.

Tough, I know, but you can do your part. You have any inclination to create? Write, make art or music or whatever, maybe your viewpoints could inspire change. Best-case scenario, you're an artistic genius who changed the world by helping people understand that they should kill themselves if they're unhappy and peOple should be understanding. Worst case scenario, you won't be the next radiohead or marvin Gaye but you'll still get shit off your chest.

Gotta admit, this was more for me than you, but maybe youll find something out of this :)

By anonymous at 08,Jul,12 16:16

When you stop harassing me you selfish nasty cunt then I will stop harassing you. Understand?

By anonymous at 15,Aug,12 19:38

Yes thats right. Dont commit suicide because religious folks say its a grievous sin that leads to hell; a vastly worse hell than this earthly one which lasts forever with fire worms shit suffocation demons and Satan. Diabolic sadistic monstrous inhuman cruelty beyond imagining. A fucking horror to say the least. And this is a loving merciful God? Its not my definition of love and mercifulness. So essentially many people are screwed and fucked not only in this earthly life but they are going to be screwed and fucked in the next life. We must have been made to suffer physically and mentally. Its a cruel sick fucked up joke inflicted on us. We must have been made to suffer both physically and mentally. The Devil and evil rules this fucked up world of ours not a loving God. Im lonely depressed and mentally tormented for the last 29 years. I live in fear.

By anonymous at 01,Sep,12 08:35

And my final comment to all you maggots who harassed me I say to you FUCK YOU ASSHOLES.

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