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Someone please fucking kill me!!!

Posted by anonymous at June 21, 2012
Tags: 2012 June

Last year, my best friend hung herself and was in a coma for three days. I was told that it was definite that she would either die or become mentally ill. Thank God that didn't happen!!! But ever since then, She's been living in an asylum and I don't get to see her at all anymore. And I have no way of contacting her. Im a Christian and ever since She hung herself I've been seeing demons in my bedroom. I've also seen her hanging no matter where I look. If I close my eyes I see her hanging in the middle of a small white room. If I look a tree or a lamppost or a pole I still see it. To top all that, ever since then, none of my old friends will talk to me. I was 12 years old when it happened and now I'm 14 and they still won't talk to me. Everyone thinks I'm weird because I've been not as social as I used to be. It's hard for me to talk to someone when I feel like they're just going to die soon too. And to top that, my entire family hates me. They always have. We have hurt each other so many times. When I was twelve I pushed my 15 year old sister into a mirror because she was teasing me about being ugly and pinger than her. For as long as I can remember EVERYONE even my mom has teased me for having a big butt and big ears and big feet. All I want right now is to die. I've prayed so many times for God to just take my life, but he hasn't. Ive tried running away so many times ever since I was 5 years old. I just don't know what to do anymore. :(


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By anonymous at 02,Sep,12 10:21

Oh my god
Becky, look at her butt
Its so big
She looks like one of those rap guys girlfriends
Who understands those rap guys
They only talk to her because she looks like a total prostitute
I mean her butt
It's just so big
I can't believe it's so round
It's just out there
I mean, it's gross
Look, she's just so black

I like big butts and I can not lie
You other brothers can't deny
That when a girl walks in with an itty bitty waist
And a round thing in your face
You get sprung
Wanna pull up tough
Cuz you notice that butt was stuffed
Deep in the jeans she's wearing
I'm hooked and I can't stop staring
Oh, baby I wanna get with ya
And take your picture
My homeboys tried to warn me
But that butt you got
Make Me so horney
Ooh, rump of smooth skin
You say you wanna get in my benz
Well use me use me cuz you aint that average groupy

I've seen them dancin'
To hell with romancin'
She's Sweat,Wet, got it goin like a turbo vette

I'm tired of magazines
Saying flat butts are the thing
Take the average black man and ask him that
She gotta pack much back

So Fellas (yeah) Fellas(yeah)
Has your girlfriend got the butt (hell yeah)
Well shake it, shake it, shake it, shake it, shake that healthy butt
Baby got back

(LA face with Oakland booty)

I like'em round and big
And when I'm throwin a gig
I just can't help myself
I'm actin like an animal
Now here's my scandal

I wanna get you home
And UH, double up UH UH
I aint talkin bout playboy
Cuz silicone parts were made for toys
I wannem real thick and juicy
So find that juicy double
Mixalot's in trouble
Beggin for a piece of that bubble
So I'm lookin' at rock videos
Knockin these bimbos walkin like hoes
You can have them bimbos
I'll keep my women like Flo Jo
A word to the thick soul sistas
I wanna get with ya
I won't cus or hit ya
But I gotta be straight when I say I wanna --
Til the break of dawn
Baby Got it goin on
Alot of pimps won't like this song
Cuz them punks lie to hit it and quit it
But I'd rather stay and play
Cuz I'm long and I'm strong
And I'm down to get the friction on

So ladies (yeah), Ladies (yeah)
Do you wanna roll in my Mercedes (yeah)
Then turn around
Stick it out
Even white boys got to shout
Baby got back

(LA face with the Oakland booty)

Yeah baby
When it comes to females
Cosmo ain't got nothin to do with my selection
Only if she's 5'3"

So your girlfriend throws a Honda
Playin workout tapes by Fonda
But Fonda ain't got a motor in the back of her Honda
My anaconda don't want none unless you've got buns hun
You can do side bends or sit-ups, but please don't lose that butt
Some brothers wanna play that hard role
And tell you that the butt ain't gold
So they toss it and leave it
And I pull up quick to retrieve it
So cosmo says you're fat
Well I ain't down with that
Cuz your waste is small and your curves are kickin
And I'm thinkin bout stickin
To the beanpole dames in the magazines
You aint it miss thing
Give me a sista I can't resist her
Red beans and rice did miss her
Some knucklehead tried to dis
Cuz his girls were on my list
He had game but he chose to hit 'em
And pulled up quick to get with 'em
So ladies if the butt is round
And you wanna triple X throw down
Dial 1-900-MIXALOT and kick them nasty thoughts
Baby got back
Baby got back
Little in tha middle but she got much back x4
By High School Days at 02,Sep,12 15:42

You can't be more than 15 years old.
By anonymous at 04,Sep,12 00:55

The person up top, you must didn't have shit else to do besides write that long ass comment.
By anonymous at 29,Oct,12 03:08

haha im pretty sure he copied and paste lol

By broken at 02,Sep,12 21:21

The demons you are seeing are a sign of mental illness.

Seriously, give up that silly religious shit and start furiously masterbating.

That's what your friend is doing probably.
By anonymous at 04,Sep,12 01:07


By anonymous at 03,Sep,12 02:28

Keep GOD close and seek mental health, I was 18 when my BF killed himself, it tore me apart and I too saw demons, they took advantage of my saddness and fear. learn to love yourself. bless u
By anonymous at 04,Sep,12 01:10

You say they took advantage of you huh. Did they force themselves on you. Did they do something sexually to you, lol. Did one made you suck their cock.
By anonymous at 10,Sep,12 11:01 Fold Up

Keep god close?
Wtf are you talking about.

By You are a fucking crazy bitch!!! at 04,Sep,12 01:04

Go and get yourself some help crazy idiot. If that doesn't work, go find a mountain and jump the fuck off it. Your entire family hates you, you have no friends besides the one in a nut house. You're seeing hellish demons in your room and that could be a sign of them telling you to come and join them by killing yourself. Ha ha ha, go take your dumb ass to church and pray for being an asshole.
By anonymous at 10,Oct,12 01:16

To by you are a fucking crazy bitch. Your a cruel evil piece of faggot shit. Fuck off asshole.

By anonymous at 04,Sep,12 11:13

pray and tell Jesus to make the demons go away

they're trying to get a hold of your soul and get you to hold something against God because of your friend

By Wino joe at 04,Sep,12 20:15

Dont feel bad, I lost a relationship with someone I fell dearly in love with, but he is a bitter man, well known to this site, the Grocery Bag Cocksucker has denied me to a relationship, I promised I would not bother him but I have to talk about it. I thinks it's over for me

By Truth at 04,Sep,12 21:11

I don't know what to tell you about your fat ass and big ears, or about how butt ugly you are, but I can tell you that one time I knew this girl who was ugly and had a big ass and and big ears too. Her name was Elena, and if you made the mistake of pronouncing it like El-eh-nuh rather than E-LAY-na she'd go into conniptions and it was like she was possesed for about 10 minutes, so we all just called her Ugly Gina, and apparently that was ok.

Anyway, Ugly Gina also tried to hang herself one day out in my front yard from an old oak tree. She was fat and the branches kept breaking but it was funny to watch anyway. So, she finally got one big enough to hold her fat ass and she slipped the noose around her neck and then knelt down to choke, but everytime she was about to pass out she'd get back up and catch her breath. So, I went out and yelled "HEY UGLY GINA YOU FAT FUCK YOU GOTTA STAY DOWN IF YOU WANT TO DIE!!" ..and then she flipped me off. Well, I put on my stomper boots to go kick the living shit out of her but then my dad rolled up and told Ugly Gina to get the fuck out of our front yard or he'd get the lawnmower and run her over with it.

...anyway, she left, so, I think what you need to take away from this is that you really absolutely MUST go fuck yourself. The reason everyone hates you is because you're just that bad. If I was you I would run into a brick wall until all my front teeth came out and then I'd be a toothless cock sucker behind the Johnny Quick who gives gummers to drunks and security guards. People could call you Ugly Gummer the Alley whore, and no one would hate you anymore.

By anonymous at 05,Sep,12 14:11

Try to stay positive, and ignore the idiots on this site.

By anonymous at 05,Sep,12 16:34

If black people have anything to say against white people

they should go back to their roots, and get together and

separate into their tribes where they came from, while

finding out what African tribes captured their people

and took them to the coast to sell them to whites to

become slaves

By Sir Paul at 05,Sep,12 20:02

I say, the most utterly important fact remains GBC is a wino dick diving cocksucker who enjoys cum fortified with day old warm Cheap bum wine.
By anonymous at 07,Oct,12 04:21

Sir Paul or Sir Fuckwit you belong in THE LOWEST DEPTHS OF A SEWER. You piece of maggot infested cocksucking assfucking motherfucking degenerate lower than shit ASSHOLE FAGGOT. The shit and piss in toilets has more dignity and more value than you. And I believe that YOU are the real cocksucker. You suck cocks in your London oithouse where your mother gave birth to you from her asshole. Its too bad they forgot to flush you. Your lower than the lowest sewer germ. Toss off you FUCKING FAGGOT. GO FLUSH YOURSELF DOWN THE COMMODE IN YOUR LONDON OUTHOUSE YOU FUCKING DEGENERATE DIRTBAG.

By at 09,Sep,12 13:58

you need not to care about how other people keep on pushing you down. just keep on doing what you think is right xD

By anonymous at 13,Sep,12 02:01

ignore these trolls. You have a relationship with the lord, treasure that, he will take care of you. I was in the same place as you for a while, asking God to just kill me. I am SO glad he didn't. I hope you read this... you have no way of knowing what he has planned for you, stay strong and abide in him. Pray as much as you can, about anything, spend time reading the bible and grow close to him. He loves you and has a plan for every one of us. And these people who are so hostile towards Christianity are hurting too, why else would they write so many horrible things? Pray for them too, everyone needs Jesus whether they choose to believe it or not

By anonymous at 20,Sep,12 02:15

Be honest to your family. Tell them that the teasing hurts you deeply. If you can, get some counseling, your dealing with a lot and having someone to talk to about it all, on a regular basis, would prove helpful. Going to a church and talking to a pastor or youth pastor would also be helpful. Going to church always makes me feel a little better.

Instead of praying to God for him to take your life, pray that he'll change your life instead. Get near to Jesus, "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls." Matthew 11:28

Dont give up, you'll get through this difficult time.

Regards :)

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