I am a fake. I threw away my old friends simply because they were "losers" and only now do I realize how cruel I've been. I've pretended to not know who my old friends are, and I feel ashamed every time I'm seen around them.I've been using people, ignoring them when I feel like it and buddying up to them when I need help on something. It's horrible and I hate it. I've got my priorities all wrong, and I'm afraid of doing anything loserish or whatnot. When did I become this shallow? I can't even do my school work properly anymore because I'm so obsessed with popularity. I feel so awful and mean and just EVERYTHING is going wrong. I'm irresponsible and I feel like a lot of people lost their respect for me. School just sucks in general. | |
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