Hello. I am 15 years old guy. My life sucked since this year, because i failed first semester of my school. I lied to dad that i am good at school. Fuck! i am so ashamed and so worried. What will wrong if he will know my real marks? I and smoked since 5th grade, but i am quit. I hate school and fucking ugly teachers. My classmates are stupid too. They think that i am just a toy for them. I am going to school because of one girl. She is 12 years old(i know this sounds strange). But every time when i see her, i am becoming happier and forget all my problems. I am having something like an electric shock to my heart. She dont know me yet, but i am going to meet her next year. Its just enough to see her everyday for me. My family life is ok, i have little brother, living with my parents. They are great people. I am just so ashamed that i lied to my dad. I want to do all my homework, but i just cant because i am spending too much hours in front of computer(addict). I am finishing my homework very late at night(1:00-3:00 am). I am really tired. My friends are making joke from me in front of me. So disrespectful. I havent any sense of humor. I am living in poor country. Its really stupid to watch and laugh some stupid shit, spending time, when children dying from hunger. Thats all my life. Thx for reading. | |
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