LIFE SUCKS

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So honesty, I really don't care if any of you guys read this or not. Because truthfully my life is quite nice. So if you don't want to read my complaints about a life that doesn't really suck, then don't.

But this place is not just for people with absolutely horrible lives either. Normal people who occasionally face difficulties in life can write about their lives too. Nobody's life is perfect and everybody thinks their life sucks at some point. You just have to deal with what you have.

That being said, I am a 16 year old highschooler attending a good high school. I have friends, and although I'm kind of socially awkward, I would say that I'm pretty much average. People have told me that I'm pretty, but there's no way I'll ever get a boyfriend because I'm so awkward around guys. Everytime that a guy is mildly interested in me, I ruin it when I open my mouth. I'm irresponsible and I can't take care of my own matters. I'll never be independent enough to take care of myself. My parents are disappointed in me, and I can't control my addiction to the internet. I literally spend 7 hours of my time everyday going on the internet and doing absolutely NOTHING. I hate myself more every additional minute I spend online. Sometimes I get really fed up with people and I feel like I have no motivation to do anything. I'm really lazy (although I may not seem like it) and I forget important things all the time. I always find myself having to ask other people to bail me out of something. I'm really useless. At school I feel like everyone I talk to is judging me or talking about me behind my back. I feel like such a loser most of the time.

Well, I sort of just wanted to get that out. I know my life doesn't suck at all and its just typical teenage drama.