It sucks because I suck - life itself is probably fine, but I couldn't comment really as I have fucked up everything I ever touched. I ruined my education despite being months away from completing grad school 9 months ago. Since then I can't get a job, in massive debt from college, tried to kill myself 6 times and ended up committed, got out, still can't get a job, have to leave my apartment and move to an even crappier one room place cos of no $, even my cat and dog are fucked up and its my fault. The idea of still being here in a month even is too much. When you are doing ok, life holds you up, when you lose it and fall down its just down down down from there on in and so its weak? But I am sick and tired of trying now. | |
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