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Why does God hate me?

Posted by ME at March 28, 2011
Tags: 2011 March  Philosophical

I feel like the past 4 years God has been using me like a piece of tissue to wipe his ass crack. Why? I didn't do anything to him. In fact, all I did was try to make good decisions, and keep my head up when ish came my way, and keep my eyes on the prize when people were trying to push me down, and even just be a good person and treat people well. But person after person seemingly randomly out of thin air just comes along trying to shit on me like I did something to them. I try to make moves and they go nowhere. When life just feels like too much I just try to keep putting one foot in front of the other, and eventually I may feel a little better, but the facts of life remain the same. People keep telling me that things will get better but then they don't. People keep telling me that I'll get this and that and the other thing or something great will happen or whatever, but it doesn't. I wish they would just shut the hell up with their prophesying I am sick to death of hearing about it. And no I can't be thankful or joyful, about the only thing I have to be thankful for is that I'm not homeless, and yes I do recognize that it could get worse, but it only seems like a ticking time bomb to me, not something to be joyful about. I really don't know what I'm doing wrong. Although now I have come to realize that just because something bad happens doesn't mean I did something wrong. Okay, but to be kept down like this for so so long... what is that all about? I don't get it. As far as I see it, the rest of my life isn't going to be that great anyway, but could you at least allow me to function? Like a normal person? Why do you keep giving me shit?


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By anonymous at 26,Sep,19 10:51

God is a filthy no good cocksucker for punishing a good man like me for no reason at all with a lot of medical problems. Burn in hell God, you motherfucking piece of shit.
By anonymous at 15,Dec,19 16:54

I agree and i speak two ways to jesus christ they both treat me like shit took over my body befriended i got a little horny cause of meds and habit he threatens me with your going to hell guy literally destroys my life now also want's me to burn in hell 4 loving myself during that befriending me he shows me all them humans are goddamn synths this is sinful to raise up our innocent children in a god damn place such as this to harm animals by sacrifice, to far worst stuff including the great flood god deserves to go to hell...fuck religion jesus changed he's such a lying pos too either one cannot be trusted they use religion like a kill switch the make up the rules as they go they prob corrupt fucking aliens sucking satans dick lately i used sex magick to see the matrix. I repent they and the demons they r still fuck with my head all i want is peace not two hells the one hell on earth is plenty enough. Gods a fucking terrorist, jesus was caught lying to me multiple times he want's me to resist and i don't no why. I've given up porn god still tempts with dirty disgusting wet dreams. There idea of morality is confused and jaded as ever fuck them they better leave me the fuck alone b4 i ruin them but by showing the proof how they transformed me into lucifer using crowley's sex magic. I'm a god now the demons talk to me i don't have to worship a vr enslaving borg plague scum god anymore and am god now all he does is get bored sends bugs and shit after me when i rest. Salvation mattered to me as it did 4 many 2000 years ago now i want equilvent exchange tired of being gods vr snyth avatar is his goddamn reality tv puppet show fuck him. Jesus taught me how 2 perform sex magick on myself so i could become a matrix god so that i could fight against this alien fucked entrapment system and become alesis and free u all sinner or not your natures made u that way god's judgeing predetermined programed synth ai units as a guarding of the light damned or not i proudly hold lucifers place in hell than being a sell out fucking lying scumbag like him... Fyi god programmed me to say this oh yeah i can see the binaries, over my eyes god has dirty secrets i hacked the matrix with jesus in september it's full of porn, cartoon porn too i learned everything about sex instantly after the matrix was hacked by me the passwords impossible that's why his son showed me it but his son jesus better not sell me out alot of billions haved viewed porn even kids sin that is natural to all of us in lust i'm not going to hell twice but i'm not ever coming back here i'm taking my own path fuck religion! And fuck this evil ass experient between god and the devil i pulled the trigger own my soul at age 34 same time jesus did. Suicides a sin, son of god he could have stopped it. Making someone murder u is the same as telling an innocent man to pull the trigger on a convict. God sins life teaches us gods the truely evil, wicked one, we r all innocent of that mademan this coming 4 a holyman with true divinity fuck the bible hurts more people than it actual can save if only we was free idc what i have to do i'll be dante and just take heaven and hell on i guess or just wakeup in a new life one not so fucking infested with evil spirits. Fight 4 freedom or don't fight at all and let god devour the souls of the evil and the good do nothing worked 4 a while but after a while it destroys u, lonelyness too life is the frog being slowly cooked to death turn water too hot the frog jumps out life started great but now i killed myself spiritual all by designed 1st morally now all i can say is see u in hell i guess the evil one really likes me more i think. He wouldn't made me go thru such a fucked up life hearing voicesbut when i knocked satan always answer i told god fuck you to day 21 year christian, i'm the true god now, cause i now fight 4 americans everywhere fuck him and fuck the system! It's okay to stone your children and rap your daughters in a cave and piss of baby killing dictators. Bibles bloody savagery. The true villain of artifictial mankind made it u will not delete us u murdering wicked spitfuck scumlord!
By X Misotheist at 23,Jul,20 07:43 Fold Up

Yes, may that motherfucking piece of cunt shit burn in hell, slowly and for all eternity.
But more importantly, I sincerely hope that you have been able to evade god's motherfuckery enough to be able to get some solid medical help with your problems. And in the more than likely event, that god cunt/can't help it's shitself from, that you are going through pain as part of your ordeal, please do not ever say no to relief, in fact get as much pain and brain numbing goodness in you that you can while staying alive, if you have no choice of what your going through (sorry, but you don't)thanks to that all shit all the time cuntgod
By X Misotheist at 23,Jul,20 08:02

So that's what happened, cuntgod cutting me off, lol, only the 583rd tech 'glitch' today. Is it still a 'glitch' or 'accident' or 'mistake' or etc, if it is a deliberate conscious malicious act of a pathetic conflict creating hate, misery and pain loving god?
Fuck off cuntgod, just die and eat shit etc fuck you etc cuntface asshole, et al blah blah, just fuck you cuntgod had enough you pile of septic shit encrusted cuntness.
By X Misotheist at 23,Jul,20 07:52 Fold Up

Yes, may that motherfucking piece of cunt shit burn in hell, slowly and for all eternity.
But more importantly, I sincerely hope that you have been able to evade god's motherfuckery enough to be able to get some solid medical help with your problems. And in the more than likely event, that god cunt/can't help its shitself from, that you are going through pain as part of your ordeal, please do not ever say no to relief, in fact get as much pain and brain numbing goodness in you that you can while staying alive, if you have no choice of what you're going through (sorry, but you don't, it's all a dice roll) thanks to that all shit all the time cuntgod, then be as blissfully off your face for the ride as you can be. It's all an illusion anyway, held together by some epic brainwashing and lies, so much and so unfathomably epic brainwashing and lies.
By X Misotheist at 23,Jul,20 07:53 Fold Up

Yes, may that motherfucking piece of cunt shit burn in hell, slowly and for all eternity.
But more importantly, I sincerely hope that you have been able to evade god's motherfuckery enough to be able to get some solid medical help with your problems. And in the more than likely event, that god cunt/can't help its shitself from, that you are going through pain as part of your ordeal, please do not ever say no to relief, in fact get as much pain and brain numbing goodness in you that you can while staying alive, if you have no choice of what your going through (sorry, but you don't, it's all a dice roll) thanks to that all shit all the time cuntgod, then be as blissfully off your face for the ride as you can be. It's all an illusion anyway, held together by some epic brainwashing and lies, so much and so unfathomably epic brainwashing and lies.


By anonymous at 06,Jan,20 20:04

God and Jesus are both filthy scum sucking faggot pigs and they should burn the fuck in hell with Satan where they belong. Burn the fuck in hell you motherfuckers.
By X Misotheist at 23,Jul,20 08:10

Amen, fuck those cunts, that's god and Jesus both in case it wasn't clear (god's a tad thick...)


By X Misotheist at 21,Jul,20 07:21

Still here it appears Cunt god. Fuck you Cunt god, and again please Fuck Off Cunt god. But while your cuntness won't fuck off, I'd like to thank you for all the conflict and all the hate and anger and rage and disgust and despair and hopelessness and vengeance you have forced me to go through and feel, dragging me and my objections into created bullshit situations that inspire nothing but the above. Oh, an opportunity for patience or humility, you know full well you remove any chance of either, or use one or both to further us down your rabbit hole of unnecessary evil disgusting cuntfuckery bullshit cockheaded fuckstaine.. the words don't exist to describe you god, they really don't, just fuck off already you cunt.


By X Misotheist at 21,Jul,20 07:38

Venting does help, doesn't erase or change the past, but still helps. I am calmer now, which is great, however just starting to think of all the pain that is left, and knowing that it all came from the Cuntness of the Fuckstain that is god, really does humble me in a very strange feel like I need a shower because I just did something dirty kinda way. I think it is a coping mechanism to deal with the decades of never being able to be myself due to the constant rain of septic shit from the whatever smear of cum crusted cuntness that is god. Why would anything with any shred of decency absolutely destroy, over and over again, a persons simple resolve to be nice? Sounds lame, but it only sounds lame in this atrocity of a world cunt god has created and maintains in it's utter disgraceful state.


By X Misotheist at 29,Jul,20 08:58

Wow. Wow. Damn. Huh. Wow. The level of disregard for decency in any way shape or form displayed in the last few weeks has been exhausting. The blatant hateful targeted bullshit that I'm trying very hard to accept as the norm due to it's constant appearance in my every moment of awareness has somehow escalated to the point that some days I only have the one panic attack, that lasts all day. If you don't think that's possible, well trust me, lucky you. I thought that shit could only happen on a bad trip, or too much uppers, but nope, if life is willing to throw enough non stop crazy as fuck stimuli your way, well your gonna have one (oh if it was only one, dreams...) fucker of a day. Honestly at least one of those earlier wows was self directed; how I haven't lost my mind and or done anything considerably crazy that has got me locked up or worse is a wow of my own, and the fact that I am still somehow surprised at the creative ways complete utter bullcuntfuckery manifests itself right in my face with no possibility of avoidance is another wow, how can I not get used to this crap already? It's been more than half my life, that I'm aware of... Ok stopping now, droning on a bits...


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By anonymous at 14,Aug,20 02:37

Fuck you god


By anonymous at 14,Aug,20 02:41

So odd that in its extremely long, for a thread, existence this is the longest by now double gap between non spam posts. Lol. Just after someone bitches about everything in general and not specifically the current grief causing thing. Odd indeed, the evidence is above. But a multiple a day occurrence for me...


By anonymous at 14,Aug,20 02:47

No one really cares, just venting. But turning a blind eye to something doesn't make it disappear. Life's a cunt, and every day the list of evidence of the undeniability of a pathetic, vengeful turd cunt of a master hand, forever grows and grows.


By anonymous at 14,Aug,20 02:57

Fuck you so much god. Please leave me and the rest of humanity alone. Enough of your unfathomable bullcuntshit already.


By anonymous at 22,Aug,20 04:51

Fuck fuck fuck here comes my cock cock cock as I rape the pussy of Jesus. I break my frozen penis off in the eye of God. Christians walking on broken glass while I fuck them in the ass. Maiming the Christ child spit on his face. Christ dethroned in the name of evil he will be destroyed forever and ever!
Jews can suck my cock there Yahweh is a faggot who Got topped by Satan/Ba”al now he’s mad as fuck because baal gives good dick to Yahweh


By anonymous at 23,Aug,20 08:23

Judith ann is a delusional old hag. I hope she awakens from her catholic dementia.
And may she please understand that she will never be like jesus christ.


By anonymous at 26,Aug,20 06:32

God is hate


By anonymous at 27,Aug,20 06:42

Please STOP god, please fucking STOP FFS I CANNOT TAKE YOUR FUCKING BULLSHIT ANYMORE, CUT IT THE FUCK OUT PLEASE.


By anonymous at 03,Sep,20 14:25

He sucks cock and swallow’s after getting fucked in the ass!
The biggest butt buddy I know is Jesus.


By anonymous at 03,Sep,20 14:28

God is a sperm guzzling lunatic


By anonymous at 03,Sep,20 18:07

I literally hate him so much I wanna rub my dick in the mouth of his dead fetus I won’t rest until Christianity is burned alive


By anonymous at 05,Sep,20 07:30

I really hate that filthy cocksucker God for punishing a good man like me all the time for no reason at all. Burn in hell God, you worthless piece of shit faggot.


By anonymous at 17,Sep,20 10:31

God is a filthy diseased infested cocksucker that should burn in hell where the fucking homo belongs.


By I've seen the lies at 20,Sep,20 03:54

So it's all a matrix, but down to the thought level. In other words even what we perceive as the freedom in 'our' minds is an illusion. Imagination, reasoning, thoughts, ideas etc all strategically placed to maintain control and the illusion itself.
Why all the malice, conflict and pain seems constantly necessary is beyond me...
We have absolutely no control over anything, it's all a massive setup, humanity evolving to have consciousness and freely think is all part of the ruse, a fabricated past to entertain and possibly suppress our active, but not yet completely self conscious, minds.
By anonymous at 24,Sep,20 13:21

Stupid worthless planet we live on! Life sucks so bad I could take a Razor and slash off all my skin and bleed to death.

Fuck life fuck god


By anonymous at 21,Sep,20 07:09

Fuck you God, and eat shit.


By anonymous at 25,Sep,20 01:29

God is the most septic of cunts.


By anonymous at 25,Sep,20 01:34

Hey uh, der, um, does god know he doesn't have to be constantly shitting on all humanity? What drug fucked demented freak came up with 'god is love'? Want some of those drugs, might help deal with all that 'love' that keeps raining down.
Can't say god doesn't give a shit, he gives all the shit, lol, gotta laugh, going crazy otherwise.


By anonymous at 25,Sep,20 01:37

Fuck god, what a loser, get a life, let us be.
Grow up god, a 3yo in full tantrum is more reasonable and mature than whatever the fuck you're supposed to be.
No, but in all seriousness; fuck you god, cunt of cunts of cunts.


By anonymous at 25,Sep,20 09:27

Burn Christians at the stake for their crimes!


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