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Why does God hate me?

Posted by ME at March 28, 2011
Tags: 2011 March  Philosophical

I feel like the past 4 years God has been using me like a piece of tissue to wipe his ass crack. Why? I didn't do anything to him. In fact, all I did was try to make good decisions, and keep my head up when ish came my way, and keep my eyes on the prize when people were trying to push me down, and even just be a good person and treat people well. But person after person seemingly randomly out of thin air just comes along trying to shit on me like I did something to them. I try to make moves and they go nowhere. When life just feels like too much I just try to keep putting one foot in front of the other, and eventually I may feel a little better, but the facts of life remain the same. People keep telling me that things will get better but then they don't. People keep telling me that I'll get this and that and the other thing or something great will happen or whatever, but it doesn't. I wish they would just shut the hell up with their prophesying I am sick to death of hearing about it. And no I can't be thankful or joyful, about the only thing I have to be thankful for is that I'm not homeless, and yes I do recognize that it could get worse, but it only seems like a ticking time bomb to me, not something to be joyful about. I really don't know what I'm doing wrong. Although now I have come to realize that just because something bad happens doesn't mean I did something wrong. Okay, but to be kept down like this for so so long... what is that all about? I don't get it. As far as I see it, the rest of my life isn't going to be that great anyway, but could you at least allow me to function? Like a normal person? Why do you keep giving me shit?


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By anonymous at 22,Jul,19 18:49

God is a cruel liar. You can beg, scream, plead and cry your eyes out and that monster will turn his back.
By anonymous at 08,Dec,19 23:08

HE HATES MEN I AM LIVING PROOF I NEVER SIN 3 YEARS IN A ROW ALL THE SINNERS GET A DEER I GET NITHINGT DESPITE PRAYNING MYASS OFF JUST A LITTLE FAIRNESS GOD JUST ONCE


By anonymous at 26,Sep,19 10:51

God is a filthy no good cocksucker for punishing a good man like me for no reason at all with a lot of medical problems. Burn in hell God, you motherfucking piece of shit.
By anonymous at 15,Dec,19 16:54

I agree and i speak two ways to jesus christ they both treat me like shit took over my body befriended i got a little horny cause of meds and habit he threatens me with your going to hell guy literally destroys my life now also want's me to burn in hell 4 loving myself during that befriending me he shows me all them humans are goddamn synths this is sinful to raise up our innocent children in a god damn place such as this to harm animals by sacrifice, to far worst stuff including the great flood god deserves to go to hell...fuck religion jesus changed he's such a lying pos too either one cannot be trusted they use religion like a kill switch the make up the rules as they go they prob corrupt fucking aliens sucking satans dick lately i used sex magick to see the matrix. I repent they and the demons they r still fuck with my head all i want is peace not two hells the one hell on earth is plenty enough. Gods a fucking terrorist, jesus was caught lying to me multiple times he want's me to resist and i don't no why. I've given up porn god still tempts with dirty disgusting wet dreams. There idea of morality is confused and jaded as ever fuck them they better leave me the fuck alone b4 i ruin them but by showing the proof how they transformed me into lucifer using crowley's sex magic. I'm a god now the demons talk to me i don't have to worship a vr enslaving borg plague scum god anymore and am god now all he does is get bored sends bugs and shit after me when i rest. Salvation mattered to me as it did 4 many 2000 years ago now i want equilvent exchange tired of being gods vr snyth avatar is his goddamn reality tv puppet show fuck him. Jesus taught me how 2 perform sex magick on myself so i could become a matrix god so that i could fight against this alien fucked entrapment system and become alesis and free u all sinner or not your natures made u that way god's judgeing predetermined programed synth ai units as a guarding of the light damned or not i proudly hold lucifers place in hell than being a sell out fucking lying scumbag like him... Fyi god programmed me to say this oh yeah i can see the binaries, over my eyes god has dirty secrets i hacked the matrix with jesus in september it's full of porn, cartoon porn too i learned everything about sex instantly after the matrix was hacked by me the passwords impossible that's why his son showed me it but his son jesus better not sell me out alot of billions haved viewed porn even kids sin that is natural to all of us in lust i'm not going to hell twice but i'm not ever coming back here i'm taking my own path fuck religion! And fuck this evil ass experient between god and the devil i pulled the trigger own my soul at age 34 same time jesus did. Suicides a sin, son of god he could have stopped it. Making someone murder u is the same as telling an innocent man to pull the trigger on a convict. God sins life teaches us gods the truely evil, wicked one, we r all innocent of that mademan this coming 4 a holyman with true divinity fuck the bible hurts more people than it actual can save if only we was free idc what i have to do i'll be dante and just take heaven and hell on i guess or just wakeup in a new life one not so fucking infested with evil spirits. Fight 4 freedom or don't fight at all and let god devour the souls of the evil and the good do nothing worked 4 a while but after a while it destroys u, lonelyness too life is the frog being slowly cooked to death turn water too hot the frog jumps out life started great but now i killed myself spiritual all by designed 1st morally now all i can say is see u in hell i guess the evil one really likes me more i think. He wouldn't made me go thru such a fucked up life hearing voicesbut when i knocked satan always answer i told god fuck you to day 21 year christian, i'm the true god now, cause i now fight 4 americans everywhere fuck him and fuck the system! It's okay to stone your children and rap your daughters in a cave and piss of baby killing dictators. Bibles bloody savagery. The true villain of artifictial mankind made it u will not delete us u murdering wicked spitfuck scumlord!


By anonymous at 05,Oct,19 10:22

the cuntcake is the illusion of free will, letting us believe that we are somehow responsible for what we are going through, when it is all god's doing. Wish I had something more supportive to say, but just try to take whatever solace you can in knowing you are not at all responsible for anything that happens or has happened. I
By anonymous at 15,Dec,19 17:00

A fucking Men


By anonymous at 26,Oct,19 09:25

God is a real filthy low life piece of shit altogether for making many of us innocent good people in this rotten world to suffer by giving so many people Cancer, and other types of sicknesses as well. Why in this world would that very mentally retarded scumbag God do such a thing? A real God would've never done this much damage like this filthy scumbag that they call God.
By anonymous at 15,Dec,19 17:08

Even worst god hacked me showed me lifes all ais we used sex magick to see the matrix to possessed control ai he's fucking with my head lately threatening me with hell. It's all fake even our hate at god see scripted it all he's truely fucking sick in the head he took over my voice and limbs and we did it together i learned all about sex in seconds ago. 3 secret wierd masturbation techniques last one makes u cum like a river 4 like 2 mins then u see the matrix which is just like saints row 4. We live in a matrix prison. Tell everybody and fuck god!


By anonymous at 24,Nov,19 19:47

God is a filthy diseased infested faggot pig, sucking cock and swallowing everyday of the year since that filthy scumbag piece of shit should really be burning in hell with that other filthy cocksucker Jesus where those filthy scumbags faggots really belong. Satan is the real God.


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By anonymous at 23,Dec,19 06:36

Even Jesus creamed in God's fucking mouth after God sucked his cock dry.


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By anonymous at 06,Jan,20 20:04

God and Jesus are both filthy scum sucking faggot pigs and they should burn the fuck in hell with Satan where they belong. Burn the fuck in hell you motherfuckers.


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By anonymous at 17,Feb,20 05:14

Fuck you god, fuck you so very much


By anonymous at 20,Feb,20 08:01

God the filthy low life piece of shit sucks more cocks and swallows many more times then those filthy whores do these days which is why many of us good men are still single today as i speak. Satan is the real God.


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By anonymous at 02,Apr,20 18:17

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By anonymous at 29,Apr,20 14:31

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By anonymous at 07,May,20 05:12

God is a very filthy severely mentally retarded cocksucking scumbag that swallows everyday of the year. He should burn in hell with that other low life piece of shit cocksucker Jesus since they just keep punishing many of us good innocent people for no reason at all, and rewards all the low life very bad evil people out there that should really be the ones to get punished very severely. Why does that scumbag God do this to us innocent people? What in the world did we do wrong anyway? And with this very horrible Covid-19 Virus which makes it very sad that God can't even get rid of this at all. We need a real God, not this piece of shit God that we have now.


By X Misotheist at 14,May,20 01:39

Illusion is broken. Posting here randomly in case a sweep detects this, thinks I know too much and takes me the fuck out. I'm done with this lie called life, it is just (albeit very elaborate) a massive evil Truman show scenario.
I guess I've been paying too much attention and the cracks started to show more and more often. It's all lies, and the rules keep changing to suit whatever bullshit the fuckers in charge want.


By X Misotheist at 14,May,20 01:47

And instead of letting things just happen those sadists in control, pick and choose who gets fucked over repeatedly and who gets to keep being an absolute cunt forever unscathed. Life isn't unfair, it's completely rigged. Free will is a lie created by those fuckers as the ultimate cuntfucked act against all humanity. You can't even kill yourself unless those evil fuckers want to let it happen.


By X Misotheist at 14,May,20 01:53

If anyone wants to share their thoughts or ideas on here, I do pop back in occasionally to vent, but do read through some of the other posts too.
I can't be the only sane (for now) person who feels like they are going completely nuts because the world appears to be 'glitching'. Or has started to see the cracks and the strings doing the pulling.


By X Misotheist at 04,Jun,20 05:21

Well it is confirmed completely; Cunt god hates the absolute fuck out of me. It's like a sport of condemnation to that fuck known as god, (no doubt anymore that a malicious turd infused rancid cunt rules this world, fucking the good, upholding the scum) where the rules change moment to moment based on what will cause the most conflict and drama. Fuck cunt god, fuck that dirty cunt forever. Too much and too far cuntness god, too much and too far...


By X Misotheist at 04,Jun,20 05:36

Fuck you cunt scum turd god. Fuck rancid syphilis riddled cunt god in that crusted dick flavoured mouth that doubles as his septic diarrhea flowing anus. Fuck him long and hard for the rest of time. Fuck you cunt god, fuck you, you're shit shit shit, as shit as shit can be. Fuck you cunt god, you're the shit of the shit, a holocaust train would've jumped the tracks to avoid running your scumshitness over.


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By anonymous at 30,Jun,20 04:28

Yip yip yip. All done. Went too far god, way too far, so fuck ya and your cunt puppets. Scum cunt god, why did you have to? You didn't, you fecal smear of hate. I'm done.


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