Where to start? I know I'll just make a list. My life sucks for the following reasons:
1. My sister has been taken away for the second time to a mental institute.
2. My mother is on the verge of losing the house and so has to work 2 jobs so I hardly ever see her.
4. I spend my weekends and free time looking after both my sisters (I have 2) kids.
5. The kids are total nightmares.
6. My mother hardly listens to a word I say unless it involves cleaning.
7. People in my college all talk about me and hate me even though I have not done a single thing wrong to anybody.
8. I have General Anxiety Disorder and have 4-5 panic attacks every day.
9. I have no medication to help the panic attacks.
10. Apart from looking after the nightmares I spend most of my time cleaning because that's all my mother cares about.
11. My mother cares more about the mess in her house than about my health and wellbeing.
12. My best friend of 6 years who I considered to be the sister I never had has ditched me for out new college friend.
13. She also thinks I'm out to still a guy who's not even interested in her although i clearly told her I'm not interested in him and he was just helping me deal with my stress.
14. My new college friend, who is my replacement, has been bitching about me behind my back although she has no clue what I'm going through.
15. My father who walked out on me when I was a baby is complaining I never see him and wont send me money even though i really need new clothes and only have 2 pairs of socks.
16. I live in a 3 story house that is falling to pieces. It's only 3 stories because they couldn't fit the 3rd bedroom on the 2nd floor.
17. I have reocurring tonsillitis although my tonsils were taken out when I was six.
18. Due to the lack of no teacher I am behind on my Law work as well as 12 other people but they are threatening to kick *me* out.
19. I thought I was ok on Music tech coursework but my teacher has just informed me that I am behind on everything because I missed most lessons because of family emergencies.
20. I have a very bad relationship with my oldest sister who now claims she doesn't want to be anywhere near the family.
21. I now have no friends.
22. There is nobody for me to talk to about my problems, the all claim I whine too much although they can see me physically shaking and not being able to breathe because of panic attacks because of all my stress.
23. Because so many people dislike me, it's too hard for me to make friends.
24. I suffer from low self esteem and low, almost no, confidence.
25. I have more virtual friends than friends in real life. I have 2 virtual friends.
26. I am always nice and trustworthy and always put other before myself yet there is horrible consequences every time I think of myself for once.
27. The list of why my life sucks is really long.
So there it is, 27 reasons why my life sucks. Kudos if you read it all.