im 19 and never had a girlfriend, although I have been with girls... I feel that i have missed too many opportunities that came my way. im in university to which i meet many girls but i feel that if i start a relationship now, i will just fuck it up badly as i am inexperienced and i get very nervous when committed to someone. i CANT SLEEP MOST NIGHTS BEAUCSE IM TOO SAD:(
Moreover as of late i seem to fuck up at everything i do.... I constantly make clumsy mistakes that make me and im sure others think im a complete moron. Furthermore my sub warden wants me to do a speech which constantly blackens by day with the form of me shitting my pants. On a side note i do in fact have many friends but i never really feel i relate to them as i just feel lonely. Furthermore is watching some porn unethical and maybe part of my problems?
to the people who read this... I know many of you have it way worse of than me so i give my condolences to you in that respect. Furthermore as to the following comment, i felt it helped me so i hope it can do the same for you.
'sadness is a necessary part as life as it gives meaning to the good parts of life. If there was no darkness, how would one know of or appreciate the light?' Wouldn't a utopian and completely great universe be shit as if everything always went right, then there would be no point in trying or even living as things would come right anyway. Therefore i conclude that we have to have shitty times,whereby i admit some have worse than others but that i alone cannot explain... I suggest you read the problem of evil in philosophy as it helped me abit.
cheers
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