It started in my first marriage, I was mentally abused and neglected, cheated on with three other women and secluded from my family, too embarrased to tell my friends. I finally left him and we got divorced, meet my now husband two years later, had a whirl wind romance and go married he cheated on me five times so far, I am stupid enough to forgive him, I guess I just beleive that all men do it now and some women too. And after one of these affairs he got herpes and now I have it because I was unaware at the time of his infedielity. He is a manipulator and he emotionally and psychologically abuses me whenever he gets mad. He says he doesn't trust me and I try hard to trust him enven after all he has done. Every few months he goes on a tirad and claims I am a liar and is mad at me for days, saying he wants a divorce and that he shouldn't be married. I tell him if he wants one to go get it, but he never does. He sas later that he doesnt want to regret it later, letting me go. That he loves me he just gets scared and angry. I am at witts end and do not know what to do anymore. I love him with all my heart, but every few months my heart is ripped out and crushed. Even if I leave him, who will want me now? Maybe it is me like he says....but i DO ANYTHING i CAN TO MAKE MAKE HIM HAPPY! I'm just not perfect. | |
your not the strong type like me, you're weak. do what he would do and have someone lined up before he leaves, because laying alone every night regretting it, wondering if he really was the only one who would actually love you like he said... it sucks. No he will never stop cheating, will you be able to put it up with it is the question- I didn't and I regret it everyday, for me and my daughter. If you dont have kids, keep it that way-seeiing thwm hurt is the only thing that hurts more than never measuring up to the woman your man wants and allegedly deserves
My dad was verbally abusive but changed once he got off the sauce. he was stressed at work and picked on us. but once he became a man of authority and could yell at others things changed.
I have two sisters one likes them a little too bad the other likes slight dicks.
whats funny is I am a 6'4 250 wuss unless i have no option. people always tell me i am too nice or are u sure ur not gay untill they see me whip someones ass.
this stems from watching my mom cry a lot. and seeing others get hurt and noone helping.
anyways get out get help friends or professional and dont get back with him no matter what. there are others with herpes out there one for you. seriously not trying to be funny.
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