ihad the worst father anyone can ever have , he always used to hit me and hurt my feelings 24/7 and he always made me jealous from my little brother and when i was 10 years old i made an operation in my eye so i can't see normally now and when i was 14 he died of a tumor in the brain , and here mom was everything to me but she is troubled and takes medications for deppresion so she forgets everythong and she sleeps alot she can't even think properly , anyways now i try to get into the medical school in fact i got really high marks this year but i don't have enough money , about my personal life i have absloutly NO freinds , NO boyfriend ( never had one ) and everyone hates me cuz i'm really quiet and boring so i usually sit on my lap top when i get free time open my facebook ,no notifications ,nothing at all, so i close it and listen to music , i have noone to talk to ,noone ever felt me , sometime i even get scared of people cuz i rarely talk to them ,and now my hair falls alot cuz i dun eat properly , ihave nightmares every night ,maybe i need someone to be with me and hold my hand through everything . | |
i also dnt talk due to mah personal probs nd ppl hate me for dis.....i feel alone all the tym......its painful lyk hll.... :'(
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