I'm 21 years old. Biological father kicked out when i was 6 for being an alcoholic, then my step father kicked out when i was 16 for having a cocaine addiction. Stole my 6000$ in savings for college which was already hard to do seing as though i only make minimum wage. I also had a leased car at that time and now im already 2000$ in debt and i work to pay for my car to go to work to pay for my car. Im still a virgin, even though im a pretty outgoing nice and fun guy to be around. I had some close friends but now their all away at university and college and they dont talk to me anymore. I live in my grandmas basement and im told everyday that i only have a few months left to live here but i cant get rid of my car to save money to get my own place. I feel like im too young to be in a shitty situation like this, im already developing an anxiety disorder and other health problems and im extremely stressed out. I feel like life in todays society isnt being lived the way that it should be. Everyone always fighting, money ruling the world, wars breaking out everyday. All everyone does is work and struggle to get by. Im becomming very depressed and i just dont care to live anymore. I wont end my own life, but at the same time right now my life means absolutely nothing to me. Deeper and deeper depression will rule me until the day i die.