I'm in my mid twenties and my life consists of work and no play -no fun, no excitement, no relationships of any kind, but if i had the opportunity for any of that i would avoid it cause in the story of my life something negative always comes with it; something negative always has to interfere. Bad Luck? -why?, i'm not a bad person, never did harm to no one(people did harm to me)was good in school,good to my parents,i take direction,consideration,compassion -it's just confusing to me of how lousy my life turned out so far. I HATE my job & practically all the jobs i worked at due to the fact that i gotta go there just to hear people trash talking about one another, giving each other the evil eye, instigating unnecessary issues; I mean for what? I cant drive in my car without someone tailgating me(mind you i don't drive slow)or unattentive people driving crazy. I cant go to the store without getting a jacked up cart or someone cutting me in line or critisizing what im wearing,or my shoes,or cause my face broke out real bad with acne. I cant live in peace in my apartment cause i have one the most loudest,messiest,inconsiderate neighbors known to the human species. I cant visit my family without one of my family members chastizing me about going to college(are they gonna pay my tuition?)or the fact that im not married with a kid yet. I gotta deal with so much negativity on a daily basis -non stop, even more horribly extreme things that i dont have space to jot down. Problably just me, but for as long as i can remember i NEVER had a good day in my life. To me there's no such thing as a good day. | |
We can only see that its our life path and I find comparing my life with other 'more' fortunate peoples' is unnecessary.
If you think you had a really bad life, and since you had experience all the worst things, use those experience and help someone,etc your kid or any people. Help them by giving advices and supporting them so they dont have to go through a similar ordeal.
Trust me, you will gain happiness from it.
You may want to drop me an private email at contactme(at)zackng(dot)com to talk. Cheers!
about 99% of people are sheep, they just go along
with the crowd, they don't even really have to stop
and think about life decisions it just happens. It's
harder for us 1%, things dont just happen and if they do
it's normally for the worse. My best advice is for you
to find a distraction, it's my only break from the hell.
Try exercise, daydreaming, reading, shooting at things,
fishing, rockclimbing, it really doesnt matter, but do it
by yourself and at least you gain perspective on things.
I wish you all the best.
Steve Jobs (Apple CEO) says, don't live other people's dreams (college, or kids) He was a college drop out!
If you take direction well, then a good martial arts dojo could be great, if the instructor is good - everyone treats each other with respect bc that is 'the way' and what each of us deserves from each other. But I think you know that already, and have for a long time.
Cheers,
-Alex
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