Forgive me if I make some mistakes because english is not my native language. I'm 24 years old. My life seems to be okay, but it's not actually. Nothing is okay... I graduated from the university after 4 years and now no matter how hard I am trying to find a job in my profession I just can't. I'm applying to a number of companies almost every day. And there's no reaction at all. i also tried searching for any other job but this don't work either. It's about the time I wish to start living on my own but i'm stuck in my little town with my family which is annoying me more and more. I have no prospects, I think I can't take it anymore. And that's not all. Also I have a girlfriend, yes great BUT she lives very far away from me. We see each other once a month, it is about 4 hours by train. We love each other so much and we are together for about 5 years but I don't know how long is it possible to live like that. We planned to start living together when I find a job but it sucks as you see. It is terrible when you love someone so much and you can't see this person whenever you want. We miss each other so much.. Me life is just staying and waiting to see her. Everything sucks, i cannot do anything because i don't have money, i don't have money because i don't have a job. I am young, capable and qualified so I don't know why can't I find this job. And moreover I can't even go to her because I can't stand her family anymore, anluckily if there wasn't enough her family is like aliens for me, completely different personality and world view. They are irritating me... Bad luck is the key word for my life, always when something can go wrong it goes! I don't have any friends, my family don't understand me at all, they habe enough of me and I have enough of them, and I don't see any purpose of my life! I can go for a walk or go to the disco or somewhere else but I don't think it would change my life ; ] this is hopeless i don't know to live or die, even strong love can't help it, if life should look like this then f**k this all | |
Most important step is to get a job - any job. You seem to have a fairly good command of English. You can work as sales assistant, waiter in upmarket place (5-star hotel, luxury shops) where language skills is important. Or maybe teach tuition. Do this for about a year and you will see a difference. Who know, you may even be promoted.
Having a U degree does not mean you cannot get job in other lines.
With salary you earn, you can go and see your gf. Also, having money may help boost your self-confidence
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