My parent and I went to the US on a tourist visa when I was 12. My parents ended up staying and working. I started going to school and felt like an outcast and out of place. I didnt speak english, therefore I didnt talk to anyone in school, I just sat there with my head down. My parents didnt have much money at the time, so I was wearing cheap clothes, and I could hear how others would talk about how poor and weird I am. I had zero confidence, zero motivation to do good in school, and no friends, I was bullied and made fun of. Finally I meet someone in one of my classes, we later became very good friends. He was the only person I actually spoke to in middle school. After school I sat at home all day and played runescape that was for 2 years in middle school, then came high school. 9-10th grade I was like a ghost in school, nobody knew I even existed, i and developed bad acne...and that guy I meet in middle school didnt want introduce me to his friends he hung out with, because i guess he was embarrassed to know me, again i played runescape to kill time, I was depressed and felt like a total loser, while everyone was partying, dating, having fun, I was at home all day everyday. In 11th grade I decided to change that, I went to the gym, I started talking to everyone, asking questions in class, and got noticed. I got my driver license and started hanging out with my new friends, everything changed to better, i got my first kiss, first gf, got laid, I felt great, finally i thought! i should of done this long ago! I started smoking weed everyday because i wanted to be 'cool' and part of the group, lots of partying at hotels, and trouble with cops. I bought a car, and started dating more, i was getting all these hot girls. Then when US started cracking down on illegals (me) I lived in fear of being deported, nobody knew i was an illegal. In beggining of 2011 I left everything behind, and went back to my country with my parents, by that time my mom was granted a green card. When i went back i hung out with my old friends 4 times, during my 6 month stay in the homeland, i made an idiot out of my self 3 times, and again stayed at home doing nothing! i started getting depressed, i had to start everything again, i felt out of place and like i didnt belong there. I went to England, i am here now 4months and again i have no friends, no job, and i stay at home playing cod....and i havent got laid in a little over 3 years, i tried to get a visa to go back to US to be a legal, but i didnt get it...Im broke as fuck, i have to ride a fucking bike 3miles to clean an office for an hour and drive 3miles back in the fucking cold, my life sucks | |
Australia, give this giant island a try.
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